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time to adult...
Sammy is feeling the pressure out there in San Diego. He is teaching a class now. How insane! I mean in that I’m very proud and excited for him. I can’t wait to see him at graduation! All goes w...
What? nothing? lmao
Nothing new or particularly interesting has happened.... and even as I say that, both are a lie. Domi asked me for money..... I explained to her that we are a month and a half behind on the hous...
back to life
Picked Destiny up yesterday. They set her on some new/more/better drugs and sent her home. She seemed good on the way home… mostly watching /listening to jokes on FB reels. It’s back to the no...
I guess that'll do it
I had opted out of visitation yesterday.... glad I did… apparently there is a virus on the floor and visitations are canceled till Saturday. Jake told me she was going to call.... the second a...
Untitled
There were helpful comments and there were not so helpful comments.... all in all I’m still angry. Jake has been trying to help..... but with his own issues it’s not so much of a help. This mo...
Please read... serious help needed
By the end of the day nothing that has happened is important to the grand scheme of my life and I have that horrible habit of not posting.... At the current moment, I’m not sure how I could not...
Drama starts where logic ends -Ram Charan
I see I’ve failed at updating again.... and like every year I will try again to post more often.... Lets see…I try to remember the last things I talked about but I always end up actually consult...
next step in my life
I ended up going home early today.... I only did like $33 before I called it a day .... after an hour of waiting .... I then spent some of the day looking at WFH jobs and sending resumes to a fe...
bomb dropped
I feel a bit empty this morning.... like the battery is fine but there is no gas… I’m sure it will pass… I have to keep in mind it’s all for the best. Even Jake’s best.... I’m not IT for him and...
Jake and bake
It’s been a min. I swear I tried. I even had a partial entry that I just deleted from my screen. This entry shall not be shared with other topics.... at least not until I get this out. I broke...
abnormal day
Today is turning out fairly well. I usually come here and end up complaining about things .... and mostly things I got myself into.... today is not that day.... Today I woke up feeling like I’d...
One more day down
This morning I’d written about the words last night.... and today’s proposed schedule.... the one he sent me.... which changed dramatically by the time he got moving. Cancelled breakfast with th...
UGH JAKE, UGH
Jake told me that the ladies who protested have managed to cause an emergency hearing with the school board about bullying and change in the current policy. I’m considering the case closed and w...
fail
I went to the school that was supposed to be where we met up at 7.... no one there. I waited 15 mins and nothing happened so I checked out FB and no new comments on the post so I said “Where ya’...
road block in my week
Sunday night I didn’t sleep. Not like I rolled around in bed and I don’t recall sleeping but like I couldn’t sleep and I moved to the chair in the living room and was just playing games most of ...
I don't ask for much
Jake was able to find a car the first time we went out. It’s a red, 2015, Dodge Dart.... black leather interior. Everything seemed to work fine and I walked him through what I would do.... so fa...
moment passed
Please see the previous entry before you read this one. Jake gave me $80 of $150 that would have been earned that he said he’d pay me to take the time off this week. So $70 is being negated by...
opinion request
Before I look at any comments or anything.... I somehow lost my nose piercing the night before last.... it’s fine though… Lyndsey had a piercing one and we fixed it last night. Dest had some jew...
birthday ring the universe gave me
So this story about the ring..... it’s 2 emerald hearts and it’s beautiful. As soon as I find my jewelry cleaning solution I’ll clean it up and take a picture for ya’ll but for now this story st...
feeling better
I am on the edge. I am about to break.... down… up… need a… I don’t care… the world is trying to tell me something and I’m not sure how to hear it let alone listen. Today, Jake wanted to push ...
frazzled
It’s been a week and today went a lot like the last entry. Jake’s mom had an appointment.... He has one tomorrow and I have one Friday so it’s going to be another week of struggling. I am not ...
Stuff today... long day
I went to hook up the printer and realized I had no outlet. I was using a fancy surge protector that had 2 USB slots.... when I changed that out I had to shut down my desktop .... when I got it ...
back to it
So.... today’s plans..... $100 on dash .... sometime before 11 I need to get Jake to his mom’s.....2 possibilities stem from that…Jake will make a call at 9 to see if he even needs to go.... if...
really a bunch of nothing
General Updates...... House itself is going well.... things are slowly getting unboxed and set up. The computer is now on the table. Honestly, no real excuse now for not setting something in her...
all in
It’s the end of August. We are securely in the house in Otisville. I no longer have to deal with the loan officer. Jake has gotten to spend a few nights here and is currently taking a nap. His...
Book Description
I was away, I am back. It seems like my world is all kinds of changed since I had blogged regularly before so I shall start a new book.