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ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016

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November 13, 2016

from: sept. 2006

‘Walking Through A Fog I’m walking through a fog I can hardly hear you I need to surface. ‘


November 13, 2016

from: nov. 2006

‘ ‘For the past 5 solid weeks. I’ve eaten. I mean, I have made a consciouos effort to eat at least 2 meals a day. For the first tiime in my entire life. The 2 other goals are to get me to eat mor...


November 13, 2016

from: dec. 22, 2012

‘So um I’ve slipped back into a relapse. Again. Bc of this whole. not seeing him thing. Bc I haven’t felt loved. Which, you know is really stupid. It’s not that it’s not understandable as it is. ...


November 13, 2016

from: nov. 17, 2012

‘yes this again. I’ve relapsed. For the 1st day or 2 of my period I’m really not hungry. But I was relapsing even before that. I didn’t eat for 2 days. And he’s trrying to figure out why. or, he ...


November 13, 2016

from: june 14, 2012

‘Currently: 4:50 a.m Currently Spinning: Heroin Diaries i’m hot, tired as hell and a bit hungover. again. I had 4 malibus at the bar last night. yeah......i know. i know. And then cut myself off....


November 13, 2016

from: april 11, 2012

‘>........i’ve gotten. No Advice and. popsicles, incense & smoothies. & fevers warmth reactions. so. Currently: 10:50 p.m. As put. I’m finally starting to see how sick I’ve gotten. fro...


November 13, 2016

from: april 10, 2012

‘well. more of the symptoms are presenting themselves 3 more. 8........er, ‘8’. wow...........and that has nothing to do w/ this entry. [i’m blazed right now]..............wow.just.wow. Currently...


November 13, 2016

from: april 10, 2012

‘’this morning being yesterday a.m. v. early. *Lou’s wife being Sara ‘so. i’m confused. i’m in recovery again. This morning when James had pizza he handed some to me and was like ‘here. eat’. The...


November 13, 2016

from: april 16, 2012

‘ ‘ugh. i’m so tired to-day. so foggytired. [i realise that’s redundant]. i was walking back from the store and everything.........everything was far away. i didn’t connect. i couldn’t feel anyth...


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