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bigges dog i've ever seen.
so. awhile ago i saw.the biggest dog I’ve ever seen. yeah I was on my way back to my mom’s from being out and thereit was this big brown curly furred guy. [dog. not an actual guy.]. it was 4 ft. ...
comp. issues
um. so back in.......fukin April the middle of it i was having computer issues. [obviously as the title of this entry states.]. um god. My computer........so it wouldn’t work. like I was able to ...
so apparently.
so apparently. that night the night that i almost. wasn’t was a sun. but i remember it as being a thurs. cause ‘big bang’ was on that night. but they show repeats every night so. oh also. the day...
april
‘about tues. 4/11 so on tues. [er last tues. i mean] i went out usual places. i don’t recall anything all that interesting happening. it went better then the previous day which was mon. which i w...
april
‘about tues. 4/11 so on tues. [er last tues. i mean.]. i went out usual places. i don’t recall anything all that interesting happening. it went better then the previous day which was mon. which i...
from march. again.
‘about fri. 3/24 so fri. well fri. i was at my mom’s. i didn’t have lunch w/ my sister that day which is fine. so i went so my mom i saw a movie then we went to lunch then i went back to her hous...
that night. from april 1st.
‘’so lately. I’ve been thinking about that night the night I almost.wasn’t here. well actually I wasn’t here or I was in a c*ma. or w/e the hell happened i’m not really sure since I wasn’t all th...
ex stuff. from march 28th.
so this was meant to go w/ my other recent entry/entries about ex stuff. but well here we are. so. ok. ‘’well i’ve been thinking about my ex lately. I was reading as I do. and part of the book I ...
ptsd bar winter.....thing. that. annoyed disappointed. from april 1st.
‘’so I was thinking about it recently.and w/ the 3rd guy before he left my place he’s like ‘fine i’ll walk h*me, alone, in the cold’. And up until now I thought he was trying to guilt trip me and...
ex stuff. from march 28th.
‘ ‘well looking back we would’ve rushed into it which is fine I think. A lot of people do. um. Maybe i’m lucky we never did. He was abusve sure not all the tme but yeah he was. And I don’t like a...
steph last night sched. rigidity. from march 28th.
‘ ‘ so the last night I was at steph’s it didn’t go well. While living there i’d had this thing where i’d dinner w/ them once a wk. but I meant all of them not just her. i’d eat dinner w/ all of ...
ptsd r*pe.....cond*ms. from march 31st.
‘ ‘so I was reading as I have been doing. SA is mentioned in the book actually it’s a crime drama story. um anyway it got me thinking. W/ the um 2nd guy. of course he used 2 cond*ms. he didn’t wa...
ptsd/sh/r*pe......dream. from april 3rd.
‘ ‘ um well. Some time ago I had a dream about it or rather in the dream the guy who’d se sex harra*ed me was the same guy who’d sex. absed me even though, in the waking world, they’re not the sa...
from the 3rd 9th
ok so on the 3rd i did my laundry. on the 4th that was.that was mon. that’s the day valerie didn’t come. yeah it was weird. i mean not that she didn’t come that part wasn’t weird. no that i didn’...
starbucks cake repetitive. back in april.
‘ so at starbucks earlier. well. at the one in the store she asked how much something was w/ tax. [since they don’t include tax in the price and they really should since she doesn’t like guessing...
so. right like I mentioned I scored free pot over the summer. well I was at my mom’s for 2 nights in June. so like. well I smoked both nights. but um. i......... on the 2nd night I had a bad rea...
from april march.
‘ ‘about april 6 so thurs. I went to my mom’s when I got there I waited a bit for her to get back. When she got back we went to panera then the camera store then the store. then back to her house...
from april march.
‘about yesterday yesterday was fri. which meant I was at my mom’s. Uh I woke up got ready and my mom & I went over things for me for when she’s on vacation. She’s going to d.c. Next wk. to vi...
from march & april.
‘about 3/29 oh so when I was in the bathroom a little girl wanted her mom to come in and she told her mom ‘come in’ and the mom goes ‘I can’t you locked it’. Good luck w/ that kid how’s that goin...
from april. again.
‘ Yesterday 4/3 ‘ like we’re equals not like.we’re er i’m in kindergarten. Bc i’m not. not everyone appreciates that I know I don’t. There were times when I wish she’d get drunk just so she would...
from april.
‘ sat 4/1 well so on sat. I went out.as I do. I went to the home depot area then wal mart then back to the home depot area. Nothing too terrbly interesting happened while I was out except oh I fo...
from march. 3/31.
so, a lot of this is missing: ‘ ‘as though i’m too incompetent to figure that out myself.’. ...........
march 28th
‘ so today well I went out I went to the park and took my trash out or rather I took my trash out at the park. I left at 3:30 cause by the time i’d left my rm. And gone downstairs it was 3:30 eve...
march 29th
so, some of this is missing. anyway about/from march 29th. wed.: ‘ went out fore that the lady had bit convo w/ me nthng bad only didnt tell me wht ws about prior to strtng and I dnt like tht. Be...
from march & april
‘ march 19th - 25th 19th sun laundry mon. dental ok. Valerie came went to mcd’s then the store. tues. home depot area wed. went to the store thurs. I was at my mom’s fri. we went to the movies th...
