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things that happened last month.
um wow.......... so on May 5th which was my mom’s birthday my sister made lunch. it was good. we had chives, rice w/ butter and onions and this mango avacado ‘salsa’ stuff. i might’ve mentioned t...
so room check thing
right so on Sat. like i said we didn’t do room checks cause the lady forgot. and so on Sun. at 10 10:20 she comes to talk to me about it and asks if i want to do them then but I’m like ‘well it’s...
kate news.
so again Kate’s my sister. uhm. She’s still thinking of working at the art museum. and.......hm. oh so there’s this girl Cory [sp?] who’s like 10. i think maybe she takes classes there or somethi...
Mom stuff.
so my mom.does not have RA. she said the lady who drew her blood for the test thingy was really good. they aren’t always. She does however really like sprouts. the store. yeah she got some produc...
valerie news. again.
um so like i mentioned on a recent Mon. valerie & I didn’t get together. she um..........so she was out of town memorial day weekend and didn’t get back untill Mon. night. which i didn’t know...
all children grow up
‘all children except one grow up. wendy knew this at 2 yrs. old’. yeah ya know that’s true. and at some point everyone moves on. [this is regarding the whole evan thing btw].
it was nice/remember everything
yeah so in the entry i referenced in my previous entry. well the one entitled ‘think it’s time/not a big crier’ i put ‘and I cry when I have panic attacks [cause those things are pretty damn scar...
i found it/you don't want someone who's broken
so i found it. the entry in which i mention that.er something about the guy i hooked up w/ w/o actually hooking up.or w/e you want to call it. anyway it was in my entry entitled ‘think it’s time/...
karlye depression jealous. wanting to be someone else.
ya know. Back when I was in elementary school before i understood things the way i do now.and also before i knew what had happened. also it hadn’t happened then. I wanted to be karlye. She had ev...
middle name. [survey]
What’s your middle name? Beman. and i don’t know anyone else who has that middle name. What are you listening to right now? what that’s not obvious? What was the last thing you ate? food. oh yo...
from sun. the 29th to sat. the 4th. *edited*
i have ‘runaway train’ by soul asylum stuck in my head. valerie i listened to it yesterday. she likes ‘90’s stuff. i don’t not.like it i just prefer like ballads that kindof stuff. er ballads and...
6 different things.
i want to say to 6 different people right now. wow haven’t done one of these in a long while. alrite here we go: 1: please call ok? i need to talk to you about something. [to evan] 2: i’m actuall...
in my life i love them all
‘ i was thinking about the friends i’ve had the last 10 yrs. well the close friends. the summer i turned 18 there was Ali. and the reason this is the first time anyone’s hearing of her is...........
the final cut as it were
‘maybe, after sept. it’ll be the last time he hurts me the last .....final.......cut as it were. idk though no promises. i never make promises cause i always end up breaking them. i feel like peo...
other things about that summer.
this, goes along w/ my last entry about the summer i turned 18. i remember........eating pasta. well microwaving it and then eating it as i don’t cook. which is what i............well that’s what...
ali and the milkshakes
so the summer i turned 18 i met this chick Ali.from an online message group email thingy i think. god that was a long time ago. anyway the friendship didn’t last long. we hit it off. we’d email b...
suicide notes.
and no this isn’t one so. so i typed up an entry that mentioned something about me hooking up w/o actually hooking up. and i was going to write about that but now i don’t kow where it went. damni...
lane, gwyn keith, jd, drea
so. I’m not sure what happened but sounds like my friend Lane is having a hard time. He posted something like that on fb the other day. he’s the nicest guy. he’s the gay guy who went on that rock...
muriel stuff again.
um so. right. so i got at Muriel stating i needed to talk to her about evan. which well i just need to talk.to someone about this who isn’t my family who knows who he is. well what i meant by th...
muriel stuff.
um so recently i asked Muriel Pat’s mom about her confidentiality policy. and she said that. like. she’ll keep something confidential untill it becomes public knowledge. well ok. and so i asked h...
my part in all this.
um wow. i. well his love wasn’t enough. i.......i should’ve been more patient. i don’t know that there are v. many things in this world that we shouldn’t take responsibility for. or i guess. sur...
of course i'm doing 'well'!
‘of course i’m doing ‘well’ w/ this! that’s cause it hasn’t happened yet! it hasn’t become real. yeah but even when things do they’re still.not real. ‘ yeah i know that from my own experience w/ ...
w/e. she can........
so this chick ashley. we’re friends on fb. She and my sister used to know each other and then Ashley went to the same HS i did so. that’s how we know each other. Awhile ago she eluded to the fact...
regarding my last entry 3 yrs. ago. timeline of events.
so in my last entry i started to go through the timeline of events from ‘that night’ 3 yrs. ago. apparently it was a fri. i remember it being dark when things started happening er it was already ...
um so i looked it up and.
right so. well i was thinking about the night i almost um well left. well no. ok so the last time evan called me we were talking about it cause i had a question on it for him. and the question fo...
