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yes but how does that impact her? and laundry.
so. last night i was saying how. um. the lady told me [well indirectly. she eluded to it] to have another clothing item in the washing machine to balance it out. ok and that makes sense. but i d...
security gaurd lady. and bus bench lady.
right so in one of my recent entries i typed: ‘ ‘so i don’t like cops. and earlier a security gaurd type approached me and asked if i had a ride. but to me she was just being nice in order to gai...
'i'm not a mind reader'. uh ok. but i don't respond well to that.
so. yes this again. see something else i like was that valerie. when we’re in the car sometimes the music’s too loud. and i don’t like that. so i brought it up to her and that’s.right that’s whe...
so i think i got it figured out. and bed linens. and laundry.
so i think i got it figured out. the valerie thing. I was looking through my um entries. and it seemed like. every few months we’d have problems. not like weekly. [or rather i’d have problems w/ ...
wellingtons
yes like the shoe. shoes. er boots rather. [is there something else referred to by that term? i.don’t know however there is the wellington arch. anyway.]. so i apparently via my mom am on the mar...
dst
it’s ‘saving’, not ‘savings’. we’re not having a sale on daylight here. it’s not like there are coupons in the paper. anyway. daylight saving time. or as i call it dst. So it started last Sun. er...
alyssa black molasses
so back in sept. i posted an entry entitled ‘alyssa black molasses........ ‘ in which i put: ‘ so. A few months ago I met this mall regular Alyssa. well recently. She knows i’m always cold cause ...
right so in my recent entry entitled ‘please don’t talk about me when i’m gone. or even when i’m not.’ from the 8th i put ‘ anyway so when I was at the self checkout I overheard ashley talking to...
so back to this. yes. i know she’s not thank you capt. obvious. so. even though. i’m not the one paying valerie [which means that technically i’m not actually her boss my mom is] I still want to ...
'i'm not a mind reader'
yes. i know. and i’m not a purple dinosaur. and my point. to that to the whole.purple dinosaur thing is that it’s something valerie already knows. and that’s my way of um.doing that. and her tell...
kate stuff gardens college.
so i don’t know if i’ve mentioned this. or not. but my sister. wants to be a dr. which is.weird and so unlike her. She’s gone back to school she’s in college now. er in college again i mean. When...
please don't talk about me when i'm gone. or even when i'm not.
so. this was just.awkward. and embarassing. ok so last......um tues. er no wait it was wed. yeah anyway. So last Wed. after I’d put my PIN in 3 times and talked to the self checkout lady ashley a...
'i'm not a mind reader'. um. ok.
and not control coughs. so. the other day when i was talking to valerie about things that she does that bother me she told me that. um. ok. and i’m not a purple dinosaur what’s your point? like. ...
bed linens laundry thing.
yes again. so i still don’t have a mattress cover on my bed. er on my mattress i mean. and i don’t particularly care, about having one. it’s not like an imperitive thing for me. cause unlike most...
valerie thing.
tenacious people are fuking irritating. tenacious people are really damn irritating. those people who are ‘no i won’t change for anyone.’. i know cause i am that way. well apparently so’s my ment...
one.
and no not the song by u2 though i like that song. anyway. um no. the hard thing. about having the vet people having sent us a card.is they didn’t know stevie they weren’t around him. but like. i...
you make it real for me.
in the words of james morrison. not to be confused w/ jim morrison of the doors. no, james morrison. the blues singer. but anyway. idinno. seeing the paw print was just. so fukin real ya know? [o...
paw prints.
and one. so we got stevie’s paw print back from the nice vet people. [it’s weird referring to them like that considering what happened.]. and a few nice card/blurb thingys. i cried. well i’m pret...
and absense the absence.
it’s just.weird. i go to my mom’s hoping to see him onl to realise.oh. you’re not there. the absence, of his physicality. the absence, of his company and that presence that physical presence. and...
and maybe people don't need the whole world to care.
so in my prior entry i mentioned the people on fb who’d been supportive..........in some way. and ya know. it’s like kermit said. [the frog.]. maybe people don’t need the whole world to care. may...
and support.
the people on fb. well ok. some of my friends on fb have been supportive. Muriel [Pat’s mom], Lucas [guy i know from HS], Aj [Pat’s brother], Lane [i know him from boarding school], Ru [we dated ...
here's what i miss. stevie.
here’s what i miss. i miss how sweet he was his sweetness. his physicality. his company. cause he was. good company. i miss his funny-ness. and his always being physically there. ya know i truste...
form sharps thing. alternative um plan.
i know they’re wanting to meet me halfway w/ the sharps restriction......supervision thing. actually. i was thinking about it and. well what me not signing the form mean for them? [besides well t...
amber room checks sharps marty the form suspension
so i have a form. that marty or whoever’s typed up. that says something about how my use-age of sharps is to be supervised. which i don’t agree w/. this copy of the form was typed up in 2016. ano...
amber. and room checks. and sharps. the amber thing.
yes i’m going to talk about that. firstoff i haven’t in awhile. a long time been almost 4.5 yrs. [and by ‘it’ i mean......well i mentioned sharps so hopefully people can put 2 and 2 together.]. i...
