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valerie thing. to be perfectly honest.
um. so valerie emailed me.......i didn’t check when. so w/i the last hr. as it’s now 6 a.m. I textmailed her and cancelled telling her it was due to finances. as in i didn’t have the finances to ...
interesting things again.
so it’s 4;15 a.m. almost 4:20 cause i round up and i’m drunk. godamn i haven’t been sober in a wk. but this isn’t about that. um. so on........damnit Sat. my mom & I went to Target so she cou...
so no on that. and rigidity.
and liquor. yeah so i got liquor. um a bit ago. banana and fireball. so when i got back the lady asked if i wanted to do rm. checls and i told her no.which i have the right to do. just as she has...
oh crap. and i was so careful.
ok so i’m really tired. i’ve been up since 7:20 a.m. after sleeping for um.8 hrs. it’s now 10:20. i’m not a morning person at all. so the fact that i’m this tired has some bearing here. ok so whe...
interesting things.
uh. well i’ve been.ok so even though i haven’t had more to drink since um this morning er earlier this morning I haven’t been sober since Mon. damn. yeah i didn’t want to be sober yesterday and s...
well. been 12 yrs.
well. it’s been 12 yrs. since i was raped.
interesting things that happened yesterday.
well besides the whole me snapping at the guy/unexpected bag check thing. this is stuff that happened while i was at the store. nothing much happened when i got back. um so. At the self checkout ...
i don't like surprises.
so yesterday on the way back from the store the lady tells me ‘i need to check your bags. just like I do when you come back from albertson’s‘ and I’m ‘my purse?’ ‘no your grocery bags’ ‘I don’t r...
um. oh you're one of those people.
this is actually 2 topics. slight TMI. so I’m stiill on my period. it doesn’t usually last this long. usually it’s only a day or 2. it’s been.ok. cranberry juice is keeping the nauseau at bay. i ...
more interesting stuff. yes again.
so i’m a bit drunk. well i’ve been having a bit of a hard time spelling when i’m sober......although i get.more um.in tune w/ things w/ emotions when i’m drunk. it’s like the emotios of people ar...
time after time. really, nothing to do w/ anything
really, this has nothing to do w/ anything. but sometimes it’s nice to break things up. so i was watching tv.online as i do like just now at 4:10 a.m. and one of the ladies covered ‘time after ti...
dr. thing.
so. my dr.’s appat. was scheduled for the 24th and then halloween. But if it’s been less than a yr. since my last visit they won’t pay. apparently. according to the lady. i’m assuming the lady me...
dental thingy.
yes more news. so I was scheduled. to have my dental the 17th.of this month which is.........um Mon. well their computer crashed and so they gave my appt. to someone else. so the other day i have...
so apparently.
more news. [well if i had less news i wouldn’t blog about well........no ok nvrm]. anyway. yes. so apparently. well so susie stopped working for support and I was supposed to get a new lady Sara ...
well i was outed.in a sense.
and no i don’t mean sexually. if this isn’t a big thing to you that’s ok but please keep your opinion to yourself. thank you. so like i said.i was just outed. well bout a hr. ago or so. well........
maybe it's just me then/well if i fall then.
so bare in mind i’m on my period which is probably factoring here. i won’t detail. So yesterday was the big meeting. it was ok. it was hard. oh so my hair was brought up in regards to hygiene. I ...
from sun. the 2nd to sat. the 8th.of this month.
um. ............... well on the 2nd i did my laundry. on mon. valerie came. on tues. i don’t think i did anything. no that’s right i didn’t. same w/ wed. on thurs. i went to my mom’s. we went to ...
cabaret
so.as you can probably tell from the title my mom & I saw ‘cabaret’ yesterday.she had a coupon. when I saw it advertised on tv or somewhere at first i didn’t want to go. but then i’m like ‘ok...
so I have about an hr. untill I have to get ready. and i’m tired of reading online.and in general er i mean.i’m tired of general. I’d go to sleep but I’m afraid I wouldn’t wake up in time. yeah m...
more interesting stuff. chipotle and tiny coins.
so on.yesterday er yesterday i mean. I went to Chipotle.as i do though not v. often. and I got chips guac and a soda. well I pulled out 1.80 to give to the guy. and I was about to pull out the re...
more interesting stuff.
yes again. so on thurs. i was at the mall sitting. and i saw Matt, Dan and another guy. who right now i don’t rememebr what he looked like. Matt as in MarkusandMatty Matt. the gay couple from my ...
bus people thing.
so this happened.er earlier tonight. so yesterday I called and scheduled the bus to come 7:30 - 8.p.m. so at 8:20 tonight I called them.cause again i’ll wait. and the lady told me it had been sch...
so yesterday.
yes more interesting things in the life of me. and my high standards. so yesterday. I’m downstairs by 11:10. a.m. and at 11:30 the lady asks me if the bus is coming at 12 and I go 11:30 - 12. and...
private people and idinno anxiety. and stuffs.
ok so some of this is repetitive. and it circle talks. although there is something new it does go a bit into what happened the last night i was at stephanie’s.for those wondering. this is fairly ...
50 shades of um well.the 3rd one.
so I read the last book. in the trilogy. and it was interesting the 2nd was dark. Christian’s broken.and i like that cause I relate to it. it makes him real. [and yes i’m aware it’s fiction]. no ...
