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Who Am I?
I hate meetings! I hate anyone who has a program! To all those who come into contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering! Allow ...
45
Days clean today! So much has happened since I wrote that last short excuse of an entry. So, so much. I’m not sure now or here is the time, however, but I am working on trying to make it back ...
SORRY. :(
That this will be another doozy of an entry and right after the last one, but I think this is bigger. My Wife and I have been together 17 years but this is the first time I am actually scared. ...
Freakin Christmas
Ahhhhhhh.... LOL Clears throat Umm… so yea, be jolly, gotcha. It’s fuckin xmas. snarls Is it just because I have a bad brain now? I mean, I don’t even have kids that I have to make this sea...
Soooo.... (PICS)
Sorry about that last entry. I was having somewhat of a little pity party/mental breakdown and I guess I thought writing about it in here would help. It did not. LOL. But, I digress. Your no...
Hate
I hate myself. Because I am becoming the thing I hated so much. Today I look down at myself and see my feet, swollen and misshapen, and see the past, and see dialysis machines and a childless ...
Up And Down And....
All my body wants to do right now is sleep. Archer (the baby kitten I was bottle feeding for a while there) has been at my Mom’s for the last few days because he is better off there where he can...
27 Years and Cymbalta
Hiyah. I don’t think I could forget today’s date even if I tried. Not only is it the anniversary of when my Papaw died, but it is also my first love Eric’s birthday. He is also dead. In 2005,...
Hit and Run. Grrrr... (PICS)
My favey fav cousin Vanessa was involved in a hit and run accident yesterday. Her and her boyfriend were on their motorcycle, he was driving, and an asshole clipped the bike and caused them both...
Can't Sleep and Hormones?
Ugh. Just took a nice relaxing shower too. I know what that means. HA. I am feeling rather snarky tonite as well. Dunno where that is coming from, however. I feel OK, just not well enough t...
More (and weird...)
OK, so. Man, I need to remember to call the vet and pay them! LOLOOLOL… Baby Bird (Tia, ya know, Tiago) is going in tomorrow to be fixed and I am pretty sure she has already been knocked up. I...
Update
Jackson went to the vet and it turns out, he had only broken his toenail off, and it was still there, we just couldn’t see it for all the blood. Meanwhile, it looks as tho someone got murdered i...
Death X 2. :(
We lost another kitten. Please, if you are my friend on fb, we are not saying anything about it on there, so lips zipped, K? We are now starting to think it was the Boric Acid we put down. It ...
Death.
Laura discovered the dead body of one of the kittens last nite, Daisy. This is her: Yea, so that was her back then I dunno how old she was but it was only about 8 weeks if that. They are 4 mon...
A needle pulling thread.
Well, he got a new battery put in the truck today, but guess what? I have to stay again at my Mom’s because I have a very important doc appt. with my primary at 8am in the morning. Laura was a ...
SO.
Ugh.... Went to walmart with mommy earlier. It was not supposed to turn into something all bullshittery. LOL. First, when we got done, ice cream in tow, mind you, the truck would not start. ...
One thing....
That I have never told anyone..................... When I was 15, it became spring break, and I packed my suitcase and headed over to my then-best friend Heather’s sister’s house. Her sister wou...
We Are Them
Because we are them. Because I have been there. Because I live here, right in this state that has now become synonymous with words like, “tragedy”, and “deadliest”. Because it could have been me....
Sadness
OK, I know why Fun’s “We are young” bothers me, and no it’s not that I don’t like it because I do! It’s because when it first came on a few years ago, I wanted to fit the lyrics and be young. A...
Infamy and Infection
Hmm… lots of two’s in ones in my life right now. LOL. But first, seriousness. Last night marks the worst shooting massacre in US history and it happened at a gay night club. In Orlando. As a...
Update
We talked today. I told her that both me and my Mom are considerig the NA meetings in the link she sent me when we weren’t talking. LOL. I knew about the meetings held every Sunday downtown, b...
13/16 Years
Today marks the 13th Anniversary of my wedding to Laura and 16 years since we first met in person at the airport. We spent the day mad at each other. We said Happy Anniversary to each other on...
OK, so… I believe I last left yall, I’m sure, with visions of, well, not so great images of me trying to plug a hairbrush into a cellphone charger and whatnot. It’s all good, I can (somewhat) la...
Part Two
So, thanks for not being all judgey and stuff. Yall really proved that I do have some great people on here to read and that read me, so thanks for that. It’s nice to be proven right once in a w...
Taking A Chance on Yall...
So I’m either gonna take a huuuuge leap and let this be a public entry, or try out and finally see if the ones I have chosen to be on my super duper cool friends only list have what it takes to b...
