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Checked out
Holy moly I am ready for Christmas. I am in work in body but my mind is NOT committed. I really should have booked this week off. I am so tired and I feel like my brain has shut down, it can’t pr...
Dragonheart
I feel like I ordered a gorgeous pair of Vivienne Westwood Dragonhearts and got delivered some hush puppies. This isn’t what it’s supposed to look like. It’s not working again and I’m in a tiny h...
Cortisol
I had my ovaries drilled a week ago and was signed off work for 2 weeks. It’s now 1am and I’m lay in bed hyperventilating and crying about work stress. We have this huge report to go to our proj...
Day 68
The doom is creeping in. It’s been a tough week. I’m emotional and hugely over sensitive. I’m trying to get back into roller derby but that in itself is tough, mentally and physically. It’s just ...
Home
I love this city. I feel safe and happy and complete. It’s stupid, it’s just a place. But walking these streets, that’s where I feel most at home. More than any bed, any room, just wandering. Giv...
Anxiety girl!
Oh the doom, the doom is strong and bad. I don’t even know where to start and I’m aware that there is no solution to any of it, and the answer will be to take it as it comes but GOD DAMMIT I’M ...
Not an obituary
This month I am being paid back at my old grade (lower than my previous one) because my secondment has ended. It means that my job description is now basic research support with significant super...
Challenge this
I’m getting back to a place where I am ready to open the box we hid away and pretended wasn’t there and think about what happens when you’re nearly 32 and you don’t ovulate. The choices you have ...
Fuck hormones
Seriously, fuck hormones and the monumental craziness that they can cause. They have made me SO ILL over the last few months, but then I have a period and its like angels singing, lights shining...
