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Kiss my glass
10:42pm Well, here we are, at the end of another year. Can you believe it? I feel like I’ve lived an entire lifetime in this last year and yet I can still see myself sitting in this same livingro...
I get the loneliest feeling
5:46pm When the eff did I become this girl?! I know I’m worth so much more than this! I have no idea when I went from this is exactly what I want and I won’t settle to I should just beg this guy ...
On the fence
11:32pm I am so lost in this world I am currently living in. How do people do it all the time? This whole dating and getting involved with people thing is complicated. Currently I’m stuck somewhe...
silly signs
8:49pn Oh the dramatic couple of days I’ve had. Who knew I’d be living this kind of life? Not that I don’t enjoy a little drama, I can admit that. I like to feel things. Intensely and unequivocal...
Not Enough
6:46pm Today was kinda rough. I really didn’t expect it to be. It sucks that I’m feeling this way right before Christmas. Like I’m not even looking forward to tomorrow at all and it’s usually one...
difference of opinion
11:15pm Ok. Quick update on things from today. It really does help to type things out by the way. It’s nice to get everything out of my head, even if it’s crazy and doesn’t make any sense. At lea...
personal business
12:25pm Well, I’m sitting at work today. There are probably about a million things I could be doing right now. JR left a giant stack of receipts and other random paperwork last week. I spent abou...
just around the bend
5:40pm Today’s been a pretty decent day. I’ve definitely been trying to stay on the happier side of life. Focusing on all the good moments I have had and will continue to have. It helps. =) The u...
Until the end
7:04pm Oh there is so much I want to say, but at the same time I am not sure what I actually want to type up. Like my headspace is all over the place right now. It’ll probably take several rambli...
here we go again
5:43pm I cannot believe the way I jinxed life yesterday! So crazy! I’d started writing all those things a mere 15 minutes before the phone call. Sitting here thinking life was good and about to s...
trip switch
7:55pm Well, things have definitely changed since the last entry. Crazy how much can happen in a matter of days. Almost like a 180 flip in the opposite direction. I’ll go ahead and give all the u...
make it worth it
11:30am I’m sick. Again. After less than two months. I’ve only been over the weird lasting asthma cough for a few weeks. I don’t understand what is going on with my immune system. I used to only ...
it's not all bad
9:03am So, I was about to start this entry a few minutes ago when I realized that I’d like a cup of coffee nearby. I wandered into the kitchen and started looking for my cup [the one from Nashvil...
what do you want from me
12:15pm My mind is apparently running at full speed these days because I am constantly wanting to come in here and type stuff out. There isn’t even that much going on. Too many thoughts to keep m...
everywhere ahead, everywhere behind
7:21pm Well, today was interesting. Kinda. I guess. Maybe not really. hah. I feel like I have so much to do, no time to do any of it, and yet nothing really to do at all. That’s weird, isn’t it? ...
birds in flight
12:16pm Where did the morning go? I think I completely missed it today. Whoops. =] I was actually being productive though! So that’s a plus. We’ve been marking inventory for mom’s business since ...
just give me a try
8:42pm I think I’m in trouble now. Not like, actual trouble, but like I’m all caught up in this thing again. I definitely tried to push him away. Out of habit, or out of fear, or out of reason. I...
the milisecond that you're away
10:30pm I’m not really sure where I want to start tonight, or what I want to say, but I know that I have a lot of thoughts rolling around in my head and I need to get them out. It never does me a...
Thanks giving weekend
2:36pm I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve written and yet it hasn’t even been a full week. It just seems like so much has happened. I thought there was an entry started somewhere, but maybe...
Even if I wanted to
10:37pm Ok. Time to give some updates. I meant to come in here last night to update after the contact, but I got distracted. So I sent him the text response after I got off of work last night. Al...
I can't outrun you
5:02pm Talk about weird coincidences. All day I’ve had this weird thought process running through my conscious about TF. It was different than the usual “oh this sucks” “oh I can’t decide what to...
if it takes all night
9:36pm I’m better today. Not that I don’t still have moments where I’m totally missing our conversations. There were plenty of times throughout the day where I wanted to shoot him a message to sa...
forever wonder
5:02pm Work is starting up again. Like we aren’t at the constant phone call kinda work yet but I am definitely dreading its arrival. Even just the few calls we got today were enough to remind me ...
truth and consequence
10:03pm I am not doing so well. Emotionally speaking. I walked into my room about an hour ago and my phone just so happened to buzz as I was looking for my computer charger. You know my hopes lit...
not where we want it
Nov. 12, 2016 5:12pm I know I won’t have time to finish this right now, or even get very far [especially because I can’t seem to type on this keyboard at work…] but I might as well start now and ...
Book Description
The adventures of 2016.
