BookThree: Flight Log 2016
by Park Row Fallout
Entries 408
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TWITTER: Sexy
As some may know… I am an incurable leg man! Seriously. I mean… the face is of the utmost importance… because, as I told my wife, when age makes us crippled and time robs us of vigor… I will st...
TWITTER: Ex
I’m simply trying to while away another few minutes; clock out and go home. But dealing with the abundance of mentally unbalanced in here, it encourages me to reflect and consider something.... ...
Second Verse, Same as the First
But a little bit louder and a whole lot worse. The weekend was good… saw friends, gave my wife a valentine’s day present… mentally took note of my parents’ 40th Wedding Anniversary (that I could ...
Vent Vent Boom
I have been told by a number of sources not to vent my frustrations on Facebook as employers are looking at social media and would not like to see someone struggling with a job market like this. ...
Day 11 Month 2 Year 2016
It is hard to say at this point… but my broken body may have just royally gotten in my way. After 20 hours of working in the law library this week already (and 8 hours of pretrial to go on Frida...
Day 10 Month 2 Year 2016
THERE IT IS. Of course yesterday I’d start having doubts about getting the fuck out of this job… I had a court shift, I did Intake Interviews… at no point throughout the day was I dealing with d...
Day 9 Month 2 Year 2016
Bah. Don’t feel much like writing. And every time I write that statement I hear “Turn The Page” in my mind: “And you don’t feel much like riding, you just wish the trip was through”.... which I...
Twitter: Profoundity
Got a call back from the bank job… literally used the words “we went with someone with more experience.” Honestly… it makes me wonder. Lets discuss life as though fate existed… as though the con...
TWITTER: Iowa Politics
When I talk about how Iowa Politics has effected my outlook on certain things; I struggle to put it into perfect perspective sometimes. Luckily, Facebook Memes can do that for me:
Day 07 Month 2 Year 2016
Sometimes… I feel like I’m the height of bumbling incompetence. lol. I seriously can discuss, think in the abstract, theorize… if it involves strictly the mind, I’m not a complete slouch. ACTUA...
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TWITTER: Job Hunt
Got a response from Calhoun County. A personalized response… which was a nice, interesting touch. Usually it is some form letter that just says the essence of “You don’t suck, but there were be...
Day 01 Month 2 Year 2016
Happy February! This isn’t my joke but worth a share: The most revered man in an old village was turning 100. The village was going to throw an enormous party and the most talented and most cele...
TWITTER: Job Search
It is so hard to NOT let myself get excited when opportunities present themselves. I really shouldn’t get my hopes up but it can be hard not to. Every time I apply for a job, I check that city’s...
TWITTER: Job
This is interesting. I was checking Indeed.com and a Mall Jewelry store in my Wife’s ideal city location is hiring a full time position. The job offers benefits, pays $45k a year, and my wife w...
Day 29 Month 1 Year 2016
Another day. Exhausted from the driving still. Just exhausted in general. To be fair… one of the things that has been the most draining about the job search? Actually getting interviewed for ...
EMOTION: Honest
I have the desire to speak about my truly greatest fears but, indulge me for a bit, because I want to share a story about the first time I ever divulged this. I grew up in a loving but fairly str...
TWITTER: Suicide
This is a shitty shitty thing to say… but sometimes, on those long drives to interviews… weird shitty things pop into my head. This is one of those things: A common saying about suicide is that ...
Day 28 Month 1 Year 2016
Depression: When the day hasn’t even started… you just wake up sad. Got dressed… in a suit… which seems to only happen for long drives/interviews any more. Honestly, didn’t even go with my best ...
Day 27 Month 1 Year 2016
Somethings now seem to be a new norm. Left leg pain kept me up most of the night. Finally decided to take a sleeping pill around 3 am. Slept until noon at which point I woke up and instantly f...
EMOTION: Persistent Anger?
I’m surprised… and a little disappointed in myself. A full hour workout and several hours of cool down… and I still find myself downright FURIOUS about the Law Library thing. I really thought I’...
TWITTER: Still Searching
In some ways, I feel slightly Snape to Aoife’s Lily. In the way that… I’m always looking, in some ways always thinking about her. For instance: There are times when I’ll see a Prosebox title or...
Day 26 Month 1 Year 2016
I suppose for matters of posterity and record keeping I should mention… mark it on the calendar… 2016, Sex 2, on 1/25. It was the first time this year that Wife had serious alcohol and I can te...
Twitter: Open
One of the reasons I think I need a job… shit, there are millions. But one of the big reasons why I think I really need to get a County Attorney’s job… the world at large is in so much pain, the...
Day 25 Month 1 Year 2016
Perhaps this is connected to my time travel obsession… perhaps there is a deeper meaning to it… perhaps it was just a dream. I was back in my old High School prior to graduating. I know it was...
Book Description
The adventures of 2016. Hoping for work, home, and healthy relationships.