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Still at the Hospice. It has been a long, very unrelaxing weekend. But engaged in my family’s Death Vigil.. everything in my life seems bizarre. Married… but I see my wife so little it’s shamefu...

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Here at the hospice now, writing this on my phone. 1) Pappy has a lot of people who love him. Almost nonstop visitors since he arrived. 2) At the age of 6, I saw my grandmother get terminally il...

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It is 9:00. I am just now leaving the office. And… no, I wasn’t hurriedly frantically working all this time. I opened Pandora, went through all of my files, wrote down the times for (all 7) he...

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I am dwelling and obsessing and blah blah blah but d’ya know what I figured out? If you talked to the people I see the most in this county… NONE of them would be able to answer such basic CK ques...

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Decided to not stress the work stuff so much right about the time I started falling asleep at my desk. BTW, it is funny. I have even had lawyers familiar with the area remark how surprised they a...

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He isn’t dead yet and I shouldn’t be thinking of it so much but.... man. I’ve lost people in the last decade; but the last really close death in our family was when I was an undergrad… and that w...

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Yup. Grandfather is going to be driven 2 hours to a hospital on the other side of the state to undergo extensive neurosurgery. Most of my family will be there. The family that can’t be there ar...

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Drive from Omaha to DM. Pappy can’t speak, is in and out of consciousness and looks terrified. The options are 1: moving the ill 88 year old two hours east to undergo massive, intense ENT andne...

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Last week, when I finally got my Internet Access (because of being in Omaha) I watched a lot of Jonathon Coulton SPIFFWORLD videos. Because… World of Warcraft and JoCo equals awesome. Today? Be...

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Wife’said last night here. She is super hungry. It is getting cold enough that I can see my breath. Unfortunately, Wife locked the front door but didn’the grab the key to the house. Called Landlo...

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Just saw a commercial for League of Legends. Music videos using World of Warcraft are playing on my TV. Facebook keeps reminding me about new SWTOR elements. The MMO is a persistent game style. ...

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Today is Saturday. I am writing and posting :p And I am tired. Exhausted, really. I’m still not sure if it is me getting sick or just my body trying desperately to catch up on the Zs it has be...

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I wasn’t really going to do a Prince entry. But over the last several hours… I can’t not. Prince was more than just the soundtrack to Batman (1989). But he was that, as well. “Trust” and “Part...

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Anyone who says that culture, racism, and diversity aren’t hot button issues hasn’t been paying attention. Funny thing is… I have friends who are ALL over the map on this one. I have a friend w...

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Enjoying my class; getting updated via e-mail on work waiting for me. Thus… this is fairly deserved:

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Too Important Not To Share: (1) Not like it is a surprise but… my boss certainly earned G;ma Boss status. She has requested 4 times that I send her an e-mail attachment. I have sent her the e-m...

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So… I don’t have what I need to have to post my ramblings from the week. They will be posted but delayed.

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RoFL. I should just quit the Move In thing if I’m going to stay up to date here, lol. But… as I can’t post from Home, I suppose keeping that up and uploading it when I can get to a personal com...

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Imagine this… inside your head… as loud as possible… on repeat… all day

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At work… trying to keep my mind focused on either (1) pushing through the confusion and at least ORGANIZING my madness… I may not know what to do with any of it; but at least I’ll know where it a...

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I’m playing “Borderlands 2” right now. BTW… companies who are trying to “prevent pirating” by requiring “always on-line” bullshit… go fuck yourself! Seriously. Active Military people can have ...

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(1) Oooo, bed. Bed bed bed bed bed bed bed bed bed! :D I SO did not want to get out of bed today!! Because… it was a bad :D BED! (2) So.... yeaaaah. Seeing my wife again got me into enough o...

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If anyone that has been following me and is not on my friends list… please leave a note to let me know. Some of my MOVING CHRONICLES will be Friends Only to protect information and other importa...

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Again from my phone… I just wanted to thank everyone. It is seriously, ridiculously isolated out here and seeing any sign that people care matters so much right now. I was thinking the other da...

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Something menacing that starts with a T. HAVE to do a quick entry or I will explode with rage. Fuck the data costs and difficulty of trying to type this on a phone. Tried to get internet set up....

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