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OPEN DIARY IS BACK
Hi there! So, like many of us here, we originally joined ProseBox because our beloved opendiary has shut down. I just checked the site and it is actually up and running again AND you can reclaim...
Updates
Been a wild few months. My father is now dating a girl who is younger than me. After two dates she moved in and now (3 months later) they’ve joined their money together, trying to have baby, get...
Coming out of the fog
It’s been an emotional time. Coming to terms with a lot of different things surrounding my adoption. Some days I’m fine, others I’m totally devastated. Some I’m just numb. And a few times, I just...
Funk with Funk
Yooo! So, still in a little funk. But, it’s getting better. I mostly start acting up at night but, it’ll pass, as does all things. I’m reading a book called, “How to Be an Artist.” I’m enjoying i...
Existential Crisis Ahead!
‘Ello all! It’s been an okay few days. I did spend some of it in a major funk but, I seem to be feeling better now, thankfully. I kept getting into my head about things. How lonely I feel, how I’...
December 10th, 2018: I get in contact with my birthfather. I don’t know if I mentioned this. I’m adopted. I was adopted at 3 months old. It was a completely closed adoption so I never knew anyth...
(Continued from Previous)
So after all of this goes down, I spiral into a deep depression. I hated being at work, I hated being at home, my boyfriend at the time lived almost 2 hours away. I really felt I had nowhere to r...
It's been a LONG while
What’s up, peeps!? So…I reread my last entry from 2017 to see where I should begin and honestly, so much has changed. And the change literally started about a week after my very last entry. I am ...
Quick updates
Hey there! Been a busy few days. I woke up mega early and decided to write a bit. I’m using my phone so excuse typos and stuff. Went to my job’s Christmas party on Friday night. It was fun. I was...
So much has changed in a few months
It’s been a while. I back tracked to the last short entry and only that. You guys have so much to be filled in on. So false alarm kind of? Eric and I got back together. It took a good couple of w...
What just happened?
I know. I’m about to be one of those people who fall off the face of the world until something major happens but fuck…what the fuck just happened. Eric and I broke up. Amicably but yes…it happene...
Here we go again
I’m telling you it’s the older ones that get me. God, Ken is just so…ugh. He called me and was like come out. I can’t. My parents had a conniption when I went out the day before yesterday can you...
Hello!
What to talk about first… M (the one form work who kind of started it all) and I barely talk anymore.No animosity or anything he’s just backed away from the whole cheating on his wife thing. Whic...
My safety
I received a lot of comments on my last entry questions my safety when it comes to sex. It’s 2016 guys. Between condoms, birth control, general trust in the person I am sleeping with (I do get to...
The Men
Hey everyone! So Let’s quickly catch you up on the men in my life so I can talk about them in detail. M: Still married, stopped talking to me. Have not done anything with him since the last time ...
Been a while
It’s been so long…I don’t even know where I left off.I’m just going towrite a bit and tomrrow will read where I left off. So my job sucks and I’m not getting paid very well. I complain about that...
Tired
Promoted yet again. My partner in crime quit so yeah it’s been rough at work. I’m getting through it though. I have my own business cards and a legit title that isn’t just service department. I’m...
All of the Updates! (In one long ass entry I'm so sorry)
Jeez, it’s been wayyyy too long. So last update I was talking to a coworker named Eric and we were a just budding thing. The day after that we had sex and it was pretty good.It was slightly rushe...
Well that happened..
So one of the Eric’s that I’m talking to at work and I are a thing. The other day he asked about my boyfriend and I told him the situation. If he wanted to continue then cool if not then I unders...
Much needed day with my man
I had such a nice day with E. It was exactly what I needed to just get out of my head for a little bit and spend time with my favorite person in the whole world. I took the train up to see him. W...
Adulting to the great of my ability
As much as I bitch and moan about being here, I do like my job. I love working full time. I really like making money and having money. I’m not fond of not knowing where I stand in the company but...
Confronted
They were just talking. M wanted to put their beef to rest. So he says. I believe him. He was upset that I was hurt. He was reassuring me and all that jazz. I felt better. Then my ex texted me...
My heart...
Feels like it’s being ripped from my chest. I saw M lead the new chick into the locker room. Maybe they were just talking. But the wrost played out in my head. They were probably just talking. ...
Full time, teasing, and nothing new
Hey everyone. Been a while I know. Just stupid busy. I started working full time at my job. Training to do three different jobs and still getting paid for one. I’m tired. I go to bed at 9:30pm. ...
Second day of dispatching
Well today was a massive success. We got in every car from the last 3 days. It was a total mess but it got done. I didn’t do a lot of it myself, I can’t take all the credit, my manager and cowork...
Book Description
My journal. The random thoughts. The venting. The ranting. The sharing of my life with anyone who cares.