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and that’s not a word i use like ever ‘jerk’. but yeah.........not that i liked him before......... and i don’t really care why he did this just that he did it so. ok so at the risk of upsetting ...
ya know i was thinking about it and.
copied from my fb: ‘ya know i was thinking about it and.ok i’ma backtrack a bit: so after my dental the lady & i got subway. and on the way there i was thinking about it and i’m thinking ‘but...
more Pat stuff.
wow i’m suddenly flooded w/ memories. i’m also on my period so.yeah. um god wow. i remember..........i remember the night Pat saved me. anorexia related. i remember........him playing his guitar...
queen news.the the band.
actually this already happened. i meant to write about it before it happened but well here we are. um so anyway yesterday my mom i went to a queen show. it was nice good. more on this later.
ptsd.and rape.
um so. i’ve been having body memories again for the past...........4 days not counting today. they’re a 2,3 - a 5 so not enough to make me upset. i mean they’re not exactly pleasent either. i gue...
so emotional/mom time
so like i’ve said my depression’s gotten better. and i have normal emotions now. um. no what i mean by that is.back when my depression hadn’t gotten better I’d either cry at the slightest thing [...
my brain won't shut up.
ok so i posted this the 13th [oh i guess that was yesterday] as a draft. it was almost 3 a.m. at the time: so: ‘omygod. so there’s a part of me that wants to sleep but it’s like it’s only almost ...
well.........been 3 yrs.
well. it’s been 3 yrs. since my best friend left us.
surprised & pleased
so people don’t know this about me. but ever since i was in boarding school [i was 15 then] i’ve wanted to record my own cds. well so recently like a few months back i had a program for this that...
the valerie thing.
so valerie hasnt’ been bothering me as much. she um.she walks faster now as fast as i do.which is weird and it’s weird that that slightly bothers me. well a i have anemia and cause of that i cann...
the clint thing.
btw it’s spring.well in the states it is which is where i am. no spring for me isn’t later in the month bc march is a spring month and that doesn’t make sense for winter to be in spring.and by wi...
so i didn’t think this rule would still be the same when i moved. well apparently if i fall and the lady knows about it not only does she have to document it but no.we have to go to the damn hosp...
i stand corrected. on my 'grease is the word' entry.
so. fox made changes to ‘grease’ one being that he did want to be better than what/who he was. i guess.......apparently that wasn’t in the movie/orig. show. that’s all.
hippie tree lady last wk. and my soul.
ok holy fuk. copied from my fb: ‘ok so.omygod. this happened last wk. when i was sleep deprived as fuk so i’m still not sure if it actually happened. no but ok. so last wk. at Whole Foods i encou...
kate news once again. and a correction again.
So the people at the school she wants to go to for medical school didn’t lose her application. sorry i stand corrected. I know she told me but I forgot what exactly happened w/ that. my memory at...
huevos rancheros. and well we were better untill this happened.
So I might’ve mentioned this but at zorba’s last wk. I had huevos rancheros. I like those dudes i’d never had them before. So my mom & I. Well awhile ago I told her something about how I don’...
kate news again.
again Kate’s my sister. um so. She applied to medical school but they lost her application.or something. and her dog was sick he had colitis but now he’s better. she has a half terrier half basse...
the stephanie thing.and rape. *v. long*
no i wasn’t raped again.thank god. it’s been a little over 3 yrs. since i last was. um so lately.I’ve been thinking about the Stephanie thing. Stephanie for those who don’t know/have forgotten/w/...
advocate thingy. and miss denver.
So an ex of mine Jacob replied to a comment i’d made on a fb update of his awhile ago and he said something and then ‘miss denver’ by which he means me. and i totally forgot about that. I’ve been...
So i might not be going to charleston. SC i mean since apparently there’s also a charleston WV. which is fine since I don’t like friendly people and there are friendly people down there. um and a...
survey.thing.
what time is it? 3:30 a.m. what’s your favourite food? uh idk mangos what’s your favourite drink? well since you said ‘drink’ alcohol share a secret? um worst trait about yourself? Self hatred/n...
so i was thinking about this recently. ok so i’ve had clinical anxiety for awhile. but knowing Lindsey didn’t help. She um...........[it’s hard to think while music is playing wow[ she gave me un...
so this is interesting. evan kate confidentiality impatience thing.
so on a recent survey i took [i like those things] on here i answered the q [don’t remember what it was and don’t feel like bothering to look] and......said something about how like 3 yrs. ago [w...
evan news/i'm gonna love you like i'm gonna lose you
so evan & i we’re ok. so apparently last night he almost got hit by cars. yeah no omyfukingod. so he was in the middle of the road and this guy pulled him out. it didn’t really hit me untill ...
my mom.
like i said at chipotle last wk. my sister & I talked about my mom.well.our mom. omygod my mom. she’s so damn uptight. like ok. The other wk. the wk. we got the tree which was the........11th...
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things that happened in 2015
