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happy. belated st. Patrick’s day everyone. <3

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Ya know. I still don’t want to accept that he’s gone. pat I mean. I keep thinking he’s on a long vacation and he’ll be back one of these days. but he won’t that’s the thing. and that’s what reall...

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it’s been 2 yrs. since we lost my best friend. so much to say............

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that last part is a song by sara bareilles. ok so. when I read this fb I was like. really happy. ok so my friend Lane, who I know from boarding school, we’ve known each other for a long time. he’...

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yeah so yesterday alexis & I went to the gypsy house. apparently there’s one in CA too. the one we went to is in Denver. i’d only been there once yrs. before. it smells nummy like incense. pe...

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‘recovery’, frank turner. that song makes me so happy. [as does ‘empire state of mind’]. it reminds me of when I was sick. actually no that’s not exactly why it makes me happy. actually evan’s th...

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i like both songs. So. evan and I talked last night. we talked last mon. night too. he’s. he’s depressed. I mean clinically. this is so different from his usual agitation and spiking out. he was....

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more depression talk. this actually isn’t TMI. so when i’m on my period I get super emotional. and tired. and that’s how I’ve been feeling lately. bc of my depression. like ok last night. jenn sa...

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this really doesn’t have much to do w/ my last entry other than it’s about my depression. so i’m sitting here browsing the webs at 4:50 a.m. and it just hit me. I feel like i’m falling. not like ...

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Ya know. every time I’ve posted on fb that I want people to keep me in their thoughts no one replies. yeah they all read it but no one replies. I’ve put i’m not in a good place. I’ve put I’ve bee...

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I saw my new dr. today Megan. actually she’s a nurse. she’s really nice I like her. we talked about my depression and BC options for my period. I got a STD test today for HIV. the finger prick te...

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On Sun. my great uncle Chuck passed Mom’s side. we’re not sure how. he was 80. My mom told me yesterday [tues. here]. um. I didn’t really know him but I know what it’s like to lose someone close ...

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here’s hoping people say ‘yes’. So i’m not the type to ask for much esp. help much less anything else. I’m the type to have a really good friend every few yrs. but only one. now it’s Evan before ...

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yeah so on fri. the............uh..............13th [hm.........] of this month I decided that i’d eat 3 things a day [not meals just things] for 2 wks. i’m now on day 2 of wk 2. the last time I ...

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yeah so yesterday Stephanie and I were talking about the condoms and I think I told her I had them if I ever decided to have sex. and she said ‘well your mom tells me you’re a virgin, so’. well d...

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Ya know. i’m actually not self destructing as of late. i’m not drinking [I haven’t had a drink in 2 wks. before that it was like. a shot of my parents’ whiskey. I’ve gone 4.5 months before] i’m n...

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um. idk. the other night what I thought he said scared me. I thought he said he was going to make a phone that looked exactly like mine. he doesn’t have the money to do that though. or much else....

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i’ll get to wed. later. **damn it’s been a long wk. and hard. ok so on tues. I admitted to my mom that [well when she asked if Christopher was on his way out I said yes. and by ‘on his way out’ I...

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so for for past 3 yrs. i’vegone to xmas eve service at my grandparents’ church w/ my grandfather, parents and sister. it’s always nice. I don’t feel like we’re being told what to believe we’re be...

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um wow. it feels like a lot’s happened esp. today. [which of course i’ll get to after more stuff happened never really catching up cause things are always happening]. uh. so Jessica my former men...

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hi everyone still here. I have a lot to catch up on. <3

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............happy. belated winter holidays everyone. I. hope. <3

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