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if no one reads me. er I mean hears from me on here [i’m a bit drunk atm] it’s cause the 14th - the 22nd i’ll be in Amsterdam w/ my mom. I still can’t believe i’m going. never been but my mom’s b...

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and a bruised arm. actually the broken heart segment is an Alicia keyes song. she’s cool I like her. but it also fits. I was thinking . er I mean I did think about calling him last night. evan. b...

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so as I’ve mentioned I write fanfic. I don’t mention it a lot cause um well i’m embarrassed about the kindof fanfic it is. I hate editing my stories. but that’s the only rev. er I mean that’s the...

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yeah so I have.........um..............5 email accounts [at least that many]. one’s AIM which I never use, 2 are Hotmail and 2 are yahoo. one of the Hotmail ones I use just for family. the main y...

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so I was reading over the entries about when my ex I were together back in 20...........12 2012 I mean. I was um 24. he was 27 apparently. i’m the same age now he was when we met. and he’s..........

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ya know. I want a friend here that. er. I mean I want to hang out w/ someone who isn’t paid to help me. steph and jenn are, alexis is, dr. dumke is. no and they’re all nice people. they’re intell...

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yeah so I was going to update my Xanga. well they have this new 2.0 thingy. and I’ve backup-ed my [well they did] blog entries but nowhere do I see a thing telling me to post a new entry. I poste...

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[or as my mom calls it ‘one love’]. I like that song it reminds me of Pat. one love I mean but I also like ‘same love’. yeah so like i put I saw Motown last weekend. so in one of the scenes the u...

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so I’ve been watching tv online lately. well I’ve watched most of all the seasons of ‘American horror story’. a lot of people like it so I decided to see what I thought. I like it too. it’s a wei...

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‘last’ weekend being easter weekend. well. on Sat. my mom & I saw Motown. the show. it was good. it’s really loud though. there’s that saying if it’s too loud you’re too old. no. i’m not old ...

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BC being Birth Control. oh. yeah. I got my period today that was fun. actually it wasn’t that bad until around 7 tonight. and then I started to not feel good. I got hot and sick and nauseous. whe...

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so yeah. this past thurs. I had my blood drawn cause I read that an issue I’ve been having over the past. like 3 yrs. might have to do w/ my thyrpod. I told my dr. that but didn’t ask her how the...

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yeah so um today I was at safeway. I looked through my purse and realized. I forgot my damn ebt card. and the rest of my money. well the rest of most of it. so I got a cupcake and then went back ...

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so today. wasn’t my day. Christopher’s parents came by had a meeting w/ steph. she knows that unless something about his situation directly involves/effects me she won’t tell me. his mom thinks h...

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happy. belated easter everyone. or w/e it is you celebrate.

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belated easter everyone. or w/e it is you celebrate. <3

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my, ebt money. yeah it came early this month for the 1st time ever. I, usually get it the 10th. of each month. yeah so I got cream soda at whole foods and w/ uh ebt you never get change so the la...

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so Stephanie & I were watching a Netflix-ed dr. phil earlier today. it was about a daughter Amber, her dad Mike and her abusive mom. whose name I don’t remember. um so it was hard to watch. I...

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um. so i’m tired. it’s cold and cloudy here. this weather really throws me. um. so the dr. told me my test results for the STD test and. I don’t have anything i’m good. which I was really hoping ...

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um. so i’m tired. it’s cold and cloudy here. this weather really throws me. um. so the dr. told me my test results for the STD test and. I don’t have anything i’m good. which I was really hoping ...

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evan news of course. um. so on last er last I mean tues. night evan called after 3 wks. of not. and I emotionally explained to him that this wasn’t working for me anymore. this whole back and for...

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well actually it’s both of us. evan I. i’m the one who either wants him to A: be there for me all the time which i know is unrealistic. I want him to not ghost out on me or 2: to not contact me a...

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so evan & I are having issues again. well the main one being I haven’t heard from him in almost 3 wks. w/ no explanation as to why. I know he doesn’t have money for a phone but gdamnit. they ...

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so after my eye appt. on thurs. Stephanie & I came back to the house. and we had drinks. well she had a drink i had a bit of hers. mike’s hard lemonade black cherry. that stuff is good. it wa...

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well I. got new glasses today. they’re this orange [like, dark orange] w/ this cool design on the sides. I like them. they’re transistions. I don’t have them in my possession yet. i’d also consid...

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