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yeah I keep forgetting people work. I guess it’s cause I don’t. and Stephanie does but she doesn’t have to go anywhere to do so. same w/ my mom. evan still doesn’t. he uh. last time he did was a...

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So far my prospects are dexter [the guy from the philipines], a Mexican who moved to Denver when he was 5 and dustin the guy from. um. Wisconsin I think it was. the Mexican seems nice. and dusti...

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well i’m disappointed. looks like it won’t work out w/ the indian guy. damnit. cause he was the one I was the most interested in. yeah and I don’t fully get why either. I sent him an email in rep...

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see thing is. I don’t know these guys from. anyone really. I mean yeah they can and do tell me about themselves via email and I already have.......um. 4 guys i’d get together w/ [though not all a...

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like I mentioned earlier Dexter’s the guy from the phillipines who emailed me. he’s funny and seems nice but idinno. I don’t know if he’d take me seriously or not. well it’s not like when we even...

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though I keep eluding to it. wow. thought I had. well I guess it’s cause I think about it so much that. I think I’ve written.........yeah. yeah so uh anyway. Christopher moved out yesterday. well...

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so I have 3 potential prospects for dating. one’s Dexter he’s from the phillipines. he seems sweet. actually his friend lilia saw my ad and replied to it for him. so I gave her my email to give t...

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so today alexis told me she won’t be my mentor anymore. it has to do w/ scheduling not me. um. wow. seems like a lot’s happened this wk. well a few big things. this, the Christopher thing, the da...

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no I didn’t suddenly get married and then decide it wasn’t working since the last time I wrote. uh no. i’m referring to evan and I. we’re not separated [well I mean if I’ve never been marired the...

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so in other news. this is about my mom. er rather this is about what happened um.........fri. evening. [not sure if I’ve written about this yet or not and if I have well here ya go a repeat]. yea...

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not um. not in a bad way exactly. so I posted an ad on a popular website explaining my situation that it had been 2 yrs. and 4 months since my ex and I broke up and I think i’m ready to get back ...

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so I watched those 3 movies over the weekend. ‘50 shades’ was. well it was good it wasn’t great. I felt like they should’ve added more. I’ve read the books. I liked the books better. Dakota Johns...

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well I think it is. I don’t think I’ve written about this.this happened prior to my going overseas. yeah so I have restrictions put on me. well not like actually physically on me. no but um. like...

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and I know what to do about it, so. well actually to be honest I’ve known for awhile. I just. when I first wake up i’m not good at forming. thoughts. I need like 2 hrs. to fully wake up. no but I...

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yeah so I know I’ve probably mentioned this. well. ok so steph is required to check my pockets. and er. rather. ok so certain things people like her [this entry didn’t start off articulate] are r...

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ok so. apparently steph has to actually physically check my pockets to see if I’ve brought back sharps as they know about the cutting. er well they know I used to. and ya know while I think that’...

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er not me personally but things i don’t like happen around certain holidays. I was raped for the 3rd time 3 yrs. ago this coming dec. 22nd........it’s been 2 yrs. and almost 4 months since my ex ...

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so as people might know Christopher was supposed to move out this wk. well he didn’t. something to do w/ the funding. honestly I was really hoping he would. not for him but for me. so that my hou...

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there’s something we haven’t heard about in awhile. my ex. so prior to my going overseas I was as I might’ve stated rereading my entries in order to update my.........Xanga I think it was.is. and...

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Lou was [well she still is] my friend from my bar. I still have her # it’s on my other phone which. I need mins. for. she’s a good friend although we haven’t been in contact in forever. yeah so p...

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dorothy, wizard of oz. yeah so before I left. for Amsterdam. well not like right before but like a wk. or so prior. I went to a bar in aurora that’s right down the street from where I live. i d...

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so i’m thinking. of making a new book on here for my fanfic. that way it won’t crowd up my other books. er the fanfic entries won’t I mean. I’ve gotten so bored w/ writing and I hate editing. I’v...

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and in other me not bitching news. um. so last wk. I had my appt. w/ dr dumke. that went um well. it was uncomfortable. and then on..........wed. my mom & i went and picked up my aunt from th...

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again i’m bitching. which is actually part of this. see Stephanie has this habit. of telling me how i’m feeling. like ‘I know it makes you uncomfortable’ or ‘I just want you to be comfortable’. m...

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so evan called. recently using someone else’s phone. and so bc of this we didn’t talk long. he got another new phone and then broke it or lost it. of course. well I did most of the talking. he’s ...

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