The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
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another thing about clint. and dwc lady. and birds.
He sure has fun. he might not be a good singer but he sure has fun picking up a beat and car dancing. he seemingly always has the time of his life. just like one of the ladies’ sister’s in my mo...
thank god
ok so i’m almost ready to write about real shit. today. is the last day [well not forever just for awhile. forever’s a really long time] of the 3 wks. of me eating more often. I said i’d go 3 wks...
had a good time
had a good time at karaoke w/ my mentor.
how i'm doing w/ my goals
my goals were: 1: brush teeth 2x 2: let steph/jenn know when I’ve had their liquor 3: to not call/text evan [again. goin for 2 wks. this time. this is the 2nd wk. I did well on this last wk.] ...
why don't we do it in the road. *survey*
What color is your toothbrush? I have 2 Name one person who made you smile today: well no one yet What were you doing at 8 am this morning? idk that hasn’t happened yet What were you doing 45 min...
take me to church hallelujah
another music clint thing. so this was. this was good. yeah so the last [er not the last time just last time]. last time Clint & I got together we went to leela’s. it’s a café downtown. well ...
music in the park
i’ll never forget this day. [not like. today this day. this day as in a day that happened recently]. so as I mentioned Clint’s my new mentor. and as I’ve also mentioned he loves music. well our f...
so music. and shows. and things.
yeah. i’m a bit hungover. apparently. prior to this wk. i’d gone 3 wks. w/o a drink. was going for 2. oh that reminds me. um anyway. yeah so recently my mom’s had 2 shows. er 3. she had the big o...
birthday lunches
yeah so on. the 10th [oh I guess that was last wk.] we [my family & I] went out formy dad’s birthday lunch. it was nice. we went to a Mexican place ate outside where there weren’t. table umbr...
so evan called
last night. tues the 16th. he sounded like he was doing good. actually. didn’t go into detail. he things i’m doing well. i’m not. if I was iwouldn’t be this depressed. but it’s almost his bday, s...
summer
I love. summer. it’s so happy and festive. oh and warm. long as it’s not too hot i’m ok. well I haven’t gotten heat exhaustion yet so i’m doing ok. yeah that’s not good. stay hydrated everyone. [...
How much cash do you have on you? oh shit idinno but I should probably count it so I know What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR? floor Favorite planet? idinno but apparently at one point in time I ...
gas station story
to clarify: not a story I’ve written just a story about something that happened at the gas station yesterday. right so yesterday I went out. i’m back to going out on sun. again. it’d been 2 wks. ...
my goals for this wk.
1: brush teeth 2x 2: let steph/jenn know when I’ve had their liquor 3: to not call/text evan [again. goin for 2 wks. this time. this is the 2nd wk. I did well on this last wk.] 4: to get more vit...
i feel like blogging. so here.
like the title says. instead of blogging about what’s actually been going on. as usual i’m avoiding. um so awhile back I was at the store and I was in the bakery section and this lady comes up to...
it's at a 9 today. for the first time in. months really.
my depression. it’s at a 9 today instead of an 8. er I mean a 10 instead of . er. no wait. so it’s been at a 10 but it was at a 9 today. yeah there we go. and I didn’t do a whole lot. um. we had ...
restless. and RLS.
omfg. [rls is restless leg. well I refer to it as RLS]. lately. I’ve had RLS. my mom has it. and the reason I’ve never looked it up is cause. um. I feel like if I were to. do that. it’d make it w...
um well. i got some. but in a different form.
and no not that. and by ‘that’ I mean sex. no i’m talin bout vitamin d. so. my family & I went out for my dad’s birthday lunch. we went to a Mexican place. we sat outside. it was sunny for a ...
alrite that's it.
i’m getting some vitamin d. tomorrow [well certainly not now as it’s dark out. well I know they do make lightboxes but I don’t have one, so]. well. not only cause i’ll be out walking and it’ll be...
my goals for this wk
well same as last wk. and to: 1: not call/text evan. 2: be nice-r to my dad. his birthday’s tomorrow [the 10th]
um so. my new mentor.
I’ve mentioned him before. Clint. he’s super nice. that was the 2nd thing I noticed about him. [the first was that he’s cute]. and he’s gay. he basically outed himself to me when I asked why he h...
omygod it makes so much sense now
so I was reading up. on like sleep or something recently I don’t remember what. but it somehow read [er read. led] it somehow led to my reading up on insomnia. it was an article on WebMD. and thi...
i'm also getting better at.
not hovering. i’m a hover-er. i.e. like when i’m at my mom’s and she goes into the kitchen I used to follow her. but I don’t do that now. I um. ...........I’ve not done it for about a month. I th...
flashbacks to a warm night almost left behind
The amazing eva Cassidy does an um amazing [not to get all redundant] cover of that song. omygod. I llove her. [she’s a blues singer from the 90’s who died of cancer when she was 33. for those wh...
i'm literally dying - evan
yeah so he called last night. he being evan. and we talked. not really about much. I told him my news. I told him how much weight i’d put on he was. er surprised. we didn’t go into detail about t...
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things that happened in 2015