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copied from my fb: ‘it’s a shame that the friendship had to end. ...... . purple rain purple rain........../say something i’m giving up on you.’ um. so yeah. in fall for 3 moths............we’re ...
bad romance/i will always love you
copied from my fb: ‘you & me could write a bad romance/i know if i should stay i would only be in your way’ although i’m not in love w/ him. yeah in a way this is a bad romace. something we l...
she's got you.
[love patsy cline]. um anyway. copied from my fb: ‘i’ve got your memory or has it got me i really don’t know all i know is it won’t let me be. i’ve got the records we used to share and they sound...
so in the fall. i’m going to talk to evan about all this. i’ve already typed up a letter for him [i mean he at least deserves that much]. i just hope, that once and when all this is done, that h...
i'm not a plant.well. neither is he.
ya know how i said i’m not a plant? well neither is he. i mean.i’m a really sweet person but.that’s part of my problem. i kindof see him as this guy who’s really fragile and.no i do see him that ...
and when it ends it ends, in tears.
i um. so on thurs. i was at whole foods for a little over an hr. and i’m there a lot but not for that long a time usually. well that’s the main place i spent that time. and the reason i was there...
i don't believe people. and i don't want to.
ya know..........i was thinkin about this. and to be completely honest. i think the reason i thought [and frankly wanted to] believe that evan wanted me to be sick.was cause i wanted to believe h...
what else? and by ok level i mean.........well so the other day when evan called i asked him if he wanted to take it to the next level. and he’s like ‘what?’ like where the hell’d this come from?...
no hot dogs. [survey again]
1: What do you put on hotdogs? um i don’t 2: Do you say “anticlimatic” or “anticlimactic”? ‘climatic’. like where is the um other ‘c’ cause i don’t see it. doesn’t make sense to say a letter th...
evan stuff [again]./i just had to.....let it go.
it’s from a john lennon song. damnit i.i.this is weighing heavily on my mind and has been since like yesterday. and it might be partially influenced by my uh lady problems. i don’t think that i’m...
um. damnit.
so. i don’t have a good title for this entry. um. i.i don’t like reminders the big ones the big emotional ones. i was at where was i.well when i was at king’s the other day i saw sandwiches that ...
um. from birth to well yeah. death.
so on the 19th [not the 23rd like i thought it was] it’d been a yr. since my well.........since my stepgrandmother left us. and i.........i’m not doin great w/ it. well i’m not doin great w/ any ...
sorry TMI. yep got my period today. i don’t like.being unprepared. ladies you know what i’m talking about. good thing i wear black pants. actually i’m always wearing pants these days. [well i hav...
Lu news.
so my good friend Lu.from the bar. her wife had their baby. yes her Lu’s a lesbian. she was at one point married to Sara and then.at one point they split and now Lu’s married......to this other l...
valerie news.
so well they have a dog they’ve had the dog for a couple wks. she told me about it when.she i went to caribou coffee. um i forget what kind it is or anything. she told her daughters if they helpe...
but i still am. in a way.
ya know awhile ago i decided that when i was at my mom’s [or at my park rather] i’d stop waiting around for evan. and i’m so much better, since i’ve stopped doing that. but the thing is. even tho...
another reason i don't relate to this world.
copied from my fb: ‘oh damn. you know you’re gettin old when..........you say things like ‘back in my day’ or ‘when i was your age’. see one reason i related to Pat was bc we both knew who ginger...
so kate stuff. not news just stuff.
right so as put. kate stuff. well lately. We’ve been talking about me. On um Fri. at lunch she brought up the fact that she never understood why I never did certain things. like well brush my tee...
mom stuff. interesting not bad. [again].
right so this wk. is when my mom has the blood test to figure out if she has RA. and i guess um. if she does they’re giving her the med thing. but she’s in a group. and 1/2 of the people and 1/2 ...
kate news. and again.
so um.....kate...........uhm............ well she hasn’t heard from. it’s either Greg from- the-wedding, Greg’ or ‘greg’, the guy she-was-seeing-after-Mark Greg. i was so confused when she was ...
rachel news.
so 2 wks. ago next mon. [being the day after tom.] i posted an entry about my cousin rachel and that she has melonoma. uh so anyway this was the entry: ‘i have a bit of sad news. so my cousin Rac...
ugh roommate issues. [TMI & slightly gross so]
so jennifer my roommate. I’m starting to like her less and less as time goes on. like and I couldn’t like.talk to her about any of this cause I don’t think she’d understand. no i mean.er i don’t ...
text. [survey thingy]
1 - Who was the last person you texted? um i don’t.have, texting...... 2 - When is your birthday? aug. 17th 3 - Who do you want to be with right now? evan 4 - What sports do you play? um i don’t ...
closet door. [survey thing again]
Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? well mainly closed. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Nope. Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? no Wher...
list thingy again.
[] Fired a gun [] Been married [] Fell in love. well.......i still am. [] Swam in an ocean. correct me if i’m wrong here but shouldn’t it be ‘swum’? [] Gone on a blind date [X] Skipped school. ...
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things that happened in 2015
