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again. from earlier today: ‘I. well so. we had a meeting today. and I knew a few things that were going to be brought up. like the fact that I don’t eat a lot at the house. [i’m healthy though. I...

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this is. actually about evan. ok so back in april I made one of the hardest decisions i’d made in awhile. I didn’t want to. no. but I needed to. what he and I had. it just wasn’t working for me....

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1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 1 2: to not call/text evan. this is the 2nd wk. I’ve gone 1.5 wks. before and 3: to get more vit. d. i’m on wk. 2 goin for 3.

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1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 1 2: to not call/text evan. this is the 2nd wk. I’ve gone 1.5 wks. before and 3: to get more vit. d. i’m on wk. 2 goin for 3.

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this is. actually from earlier today: ‘although again I do brush them more often than not, so. I’ve been doing this for the past.....like 4 wks. I think. yeah so this is about last night. um. so ...

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this is from the 27th [fri.]: ‘yeah so at 9:50 tonight [it’s currently 10:50 here] steph asks me if I want beans or rice which to me says that she’s going to cook some. um no. any time after 8:30...

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this is from um yesterday the 27th: ‘yeah so um yesterday. my mom brought up the fact that steph had told her that. er something like I hadn’t done my laundry wed. night [which ok I hadn’t]. and...

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this is again from june 21: ‘doesn’t mean we do better. I certainly don’t. I know. I shouldn’t be doing these things to steph. when she’s a perfectly nice person [yes which is the problem. but th...

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this is also from june 21st: ‘ok so this is why im not honest w/ people. yeah so I recently got this blue coat. so now I have 2 what I call raincoats for the summer. [yeah. i’m always in layers. ...

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this is from june 21st: ‘Steph and I. we’re 2 different people. she as I’ve mentioned isn’t low key. and I am. and I prefer people who are. some people don’t and that’s fine. i’m not someone who ...

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this is from june 19th: ‘so on wed. like I said. I took a shower. and changed into the clothes i’d brought w/ me. and that was v. upsetting for me. I didn’t like that. well I just took a shower. ...

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this is from june 19th: ‘So, I have bag checks at my house. for me. I’ve had them for awhile. and ya know that’s fine. I also know that they’re done by whoever’s at the house when I get back. so...

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this is from june 18th: ‘er. like ok. so in like oct. I think it was my former mentor Jessica’s house burned. and I didn’t think about it a whole lot. bc. fire. has always scared me. and if somet...

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this is from june 18th: ‘I. like I’ve put i’m having issues w/ steph. and it’s not like. she hasn’t treated me right or anything. no cause she has that’s not the issue. the issue is she’s too nic...

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from june 18th: ‘so last night right before I was going to take my shower the lady I lvied w/ [Steph] told me she needs to see the clothes i’m going to change into. [there’s a lot more to my curr...

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this is again from june 22nd: ‘yeah so steph wants me to open up to her. I’ve already gone over why I don’t. so. um so.......... I don’t know if she wants me to blog. she knows I have a blog but...

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this is from june 22nd: ‘yesterday wasn’t a bad day I just don’t like father’s day esp. all the reminders on fb. but it was also my friend’s [evan’s] bday, so. I don’t have a good relationship w....

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this is from june22nd: ‘um so I just washed my hair like. 10 mins. ago. which you know. in and of itself isn’t that big a thing. well I washed it in front of jenn. the other thing I like about h...

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this is actually from june 24th: ‘yeah so my friend [evan] & I were talking recently. as we do. and he said something eluding to the fact that [I don’t want to remember what] that I chose to ...

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this is actually from this morning something like 3 a.m. ok onto something else. the past 3 days prior to this one [it’s sat. here] I was more tired those 3 days than i’d been since I got back fr...

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i’m like fire in a way. [well I am a leo. i’m also. really into astrology]. I can be warm and pretty but also destructive. ya know. I was thinking about this when I was at my park yesterday. and ...

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this is actually from last night 9:30 p.m.: ‘I don’t remember the last time I had a dream about it seems like it’s been awhile. um. ‘they’ were there the guys who...........yeah. and Christopher....

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ya know. as I’ve mentioned in here I don’t separate. which isn’t always er like ‘bad’. ya know there’s nothing wrong w/ that. it just sometimes makes it hard. like ok. when I was r*p-‘that’ the l...

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for Christopher. I don’t know when Stephanie hasn’t told me I don’t think she knows when. but i’m invited. I don’t know if i’ll go. I mean I didn’t know him that well and I dn’t want to goo and b...

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which were: 1: brush teeth 2x daily 2: let steph/jenn know when I’ve had their liquor 3: to not call/text evan [again. goin for 2 wks.] 4: to get more vit. d in liquid form. and to get more vi...

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