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this is actually from today: ‘yeah so at the store I got 2 more boxes of pb bars. and I already had 2 at the house. and so steph is like ‘but don’t you already have 2?’ ‘yes but this way I have m...

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also. from yesterday: ‘er wait. that sounds slightly objectional. that a word? no but. ok so Hannah and I were getting together wkly. there for awhile. but that didn’t work. I felt like every tim...

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again from yesterday: ‘I don’t think amber likes the fact that there are people in my life helping me who aren’t from her company. well 2 people clint and my emotions dr. I think she only wants p...

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this is from yesterday: ‘so. ok I can see how if someone doesn’t know someone else they wouldn’t trust them. some might I don’t know. ya know. like I currently live in aurora. the people I’ve see...

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this is from yesterday around 4 p.m.: ‘so. I was going to get together w/ my former mentor alexis. well about 2 hrs. ago amber called steph and said I wasn’t doing that. bc they haven’t met alexi...

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which were: 1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 2. starts today. 2: to not call/text evan. again. I’ve gone 2 wks. it finished yesterday goin for 2 more [hopefully] 3:...

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yeah so member how I was all worried about drinking steph’s booze? well if you don’t I was. cause I don’t remember her telling me I could. well. it’s not that I don’t remember it. it’s that. the ...

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I was thinking about this while I was washing my hair last night. the fact that whenever I’ve done it in front of jenn it’s triggered me. but not as much this time cause apparently I don’t have b...

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so, sometimes I get quiet. well i’m a quiet person. but I don’t mean like the normal quiet. I mean the something’s bothering me quiet. i’m that type. the type who when something just happened and...

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this is from earlier today: ‘so we all had a meeting a few hrs. ago. my dad was there too. well the next meeting’s sept. cause I feel like at the meetings i’m just wasting my time and they’re was...

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so this is from the 2nd: ‘in a way.......it is. it’s my choice to do the things i’m doing. or. actually to not do them. but me moving out. that’s apparently not my choice. and I don’t like. need ...

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this is from the 2nd: ‘sometimes. jenn or steph will give me notes. to read. and I don’t. read them right away if at all. cause of my anxiety. i’d rather we sit down together and make a list of t...

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this is actually from. the 5th which was yesterday: ‘yeah so on um tues. my dad came and picked me up from my appt. so we’re sitting there in the car and he tells me his theory about why I don’t ...

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1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 2. starts today. 2: to not call/text evan. again. I’ve gone 2 wks. it finished yesterday goin for 2 more [hopefully] 3: to get more...

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idinno. i’m tired and emotional right now. and anxious. omygod. and thirsty. and....... so as usual today clint & I were listening to the radio and this song came on called ‘see you again’. I...

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omygod. so........I...........idk. I thought today was going to go better. I thought what happened last night would matter. ya know. ever since um tues. I’ve been trying to be nice to steph. to n...

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i’m pretty sure buttermilk bread is white bread. and there’s melatonin in white bread. and melatonin as a lot of people know helps w/ sleep. well ok. so I didn’t have much trouble falling asleep ...

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so, I weighed myself yesterday. at bed bath & beyond. and. i’m not where I should be. [well no not after a 2 day relapse]. i’m not that far off though. thing is. they’re weighing me Mon. and ...

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which were: 1: to brush my teeth 2x correctly. goin for 3 wks. i’m on wk. 1 2: to not call/text evan. this is the 2nd wk. I’ve gone 1.5 wks. before and 3: to get more vit. d. i’m on wk. 2 goin...

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I. as I’ve put it’s been 4 yrs. since my maternal grandmother passed. and. it really hit me this yr. I just. remember everything so vividly. the service and the time I found out and what song was...

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today. was a hard day for me. it’s been 4 yrs. since my maternal grandmother passed. um. more later.

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this is of course from last night: ‘I mean i’m a nice person and all. but lately I haven’t been to steph. it’s weird. yeah I was in the kitchen earlier and I apparently felt like being all nice a...

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this is again from yesterday: ‘I don’t express my anger a lot. and it actually scares me. well anger in general scares me. when I have expressed it a way I’ve done it is I’ve cried. I um. i’m so ...

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this is from yesterday: ‘I had one. pretty recently. er prior totoday I mean. don’t remember when. I think. it needed to happen. I’ve been needing to have one for a long time. I got them a lot in...

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again. from earlier today: ‘I just feel like again a lot’s happened today a lot was talked about. I kindof feel bombarded. and then when clint & I met we talked about the meeting. and Stephan...

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