Entries 647
Page 16 of 26
he already thinks i'm cute. and yet i keep trying.
evan that is. the only time he hits on me is when he’s drunk. and he hasn’t been drunk in awhile. and that’s quite fun. the him hitting me on me part not the him being drunk part although..........
so i've been watching friends lately
online. oh and desperate housewives. well so i was watching the friends ep. where ross and rachel take a break and they have that fight and the other 4 are in the bedroom. well. and so it hit me....
um..............well excuses or not.
um. so. mourning’s hard. like evan once told me ‘you’ve been here before’. yeah. i have. so it’s not like it’s new or anything. once again someone left me someone who i didn’t even know. christo...
so. um nothing happened.
so. while evan & i didn’t plan anything for today we also didn’t. not plan anything either. yeah last wk. when we talked about it i told him my schedule and he’s like ‘idinno what i’m doing n...
got my period
sorry, TMI. I feel like I should blog. bc I haven’t in awhile. about the other things that have happened. but I don’t feel like doing that now. um so like I put I got my period. I got it. yesterd...
i've been lonely lately
from yesterday again: ‘which is weird [or maybe not] cause I live in a house w/ um............4 other people. and 4 dogs. and 2 cats. but I don’t spend much time w/ any of them. anyway. i’m back ...
it's what i need right now
again. from yesterday: ‘I know I haven’t mentioned this cause well I haven’t blogged in awhile save for today. so my friend CA guy [evan] he came back. er ok so he’d moved to CA almost a yr. ago ...
wow. and it just got real./nice people scare me
this is from yesterday of course. er last night: ‘so jared & them are over. I just had dinner w/ them. well. I was in the kitchen w/ jared [steph’s son in law] and 2 of the guys [steph’s othe...
how i'm doing w/ my goals
I have more goals than usual. 1: teeth, again. i’m on wk. 3 2: to not call/text evan. again. this is wk. 4 3: to get more protein. [i’m done w/ the vit. d thing] 4: to turn off my light. at so...
evan tues. *a bit boring. but short, so*
so like I put I saw evan on tues. and. well. we saw those white fuzzy things flying in the air. I don’t know what they’re actually called. and he said they were in that movie about the blue peopl...
love. and pregnant trees. and cuddles.
yeah cuddles are awesome. cuddles. are pretty damn great. copies from my fb: ‘ I feel. sexy. and I just feel. fuller. idinno if i look any fuller. ya know [or perhaps you don’t] like the pregnant...
my home is back yay
so. I think I’ve mentioned this before. I don’t think of where I live as home. cause home is a feeling not a place. um. sometimes it’s a feeling you get from a place. or a person. but if you don’...
um. on his chest.
so I forgot what evan I talked about today. well. no wait tea came up. and drinking. I remember. that I lied down on him on his chest. he’ssuch cuddler. when my chest was on his i kept forgettin...
evan news. yay.
so evan’s back. he’s been back for 4 days apparently. I asked him today. we don’t know how long he’s back for. yeah so I was in my park. he calls me and asks what I think aboutgetting together. ...
so i heard from richard.
remember Richard the guy I really hit it off w/? well if you don’t he’s the guy I. yeah. so I emailed him last er ‘last’. like yesterday/last night/this a.m. saying I hadn’t heard from him in awh...
sleep, or lack thereof. kindof.
er well..........um. yeah so used to be. i’d go to sleep between 4 and 6 a.m. and wake up well sometime after 2. and that worked for me. now I go to sleep the same time. but they want me up by 1...
my goals for this wk. are:
I have more goals than usual. 1: teeth, again. i’m on wk. 3 2: to not call/text evan. again. this is wk. 4 3: to get more protein. [i’m done w/ the vit. d thing] 4: to turn off my light. at some ...
i am a terrible person. for not partaking in this.
omygod. sorry but this needs to go somewhere. so it’s 8:10 p.m. here. and they all sang happy birthday to jenn as it’s her bday. and I. didn’t partake. I didn’t even acknowledge it. I didn’t. lik...
i'm not your ghost anymore. except he is!
this is from. today actually.: ‘so my former roommate christopher. er housemate I guess. it’s so weird to think that he’s not here. ya know when he first moved out I didn’t think about it. and no...
so today i.
this is from yesterday of course: ‘got sick actually. I. i’ll spare everyone the TMI. but apparently drinking a lot of bottled tea..........my stomach doesn’t like that. anyway so I got up at 11:...
huh so that was weird. dinner.
‘so yesterday morning at 2 I noted them and said i’d like corn for dinner and thank you. so dinner time rolls around and nothing happens. they don’t tell me dinner’s ready but I hear them in the ...
no. they don't have them.
this is from yesterday of course: ‘food related again. ok so. there’s a kindof frozen burritos I like the southwest kind. which after looking at the ones at the king’s by my house they don’t have...
so i asked Mark about it. the ebt thing.
again from today: ‘so I asked my friend Mar about the EBT thing. and he has the same understanding of it I do. that you’re not allowed to buy alcohol w/ it [which I haven’t btw] and that you’re n...
are people really that stupid?
from today: ‘sorry. so I asked steph how’d amber find out about the alexis thing. and she said she told her. [in other words steph told amber when amber asked]. and steph brought up the point som...
here's what i don't like about it
this is. actually from today: ‘the whole amber/alexis thing. I don’t like. that amber’s telling me [well actually she told steph who told me] how much time I have w/ alexis. how much time i’m all...
Book Description
things that happened in 2015
