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i have news. on my grandmother.
so my dad’s mom who broke her leg last....wk. in the last 2 wks. well it was recently. she’s not doing well. um. she’s on her way out but we don’t know when but it might be soon. they’ve got her ...
exposure therapy idea and my ex
so i’ve been thinking about my ex a lot for some reason. i asked evan once if it bothered him when i talk about my ex and he said it doesn’t. um. so anyway. i’ve never been big on the whole idea ...
so. sleep.
i think that. whenever i’m not feeling well i go to sleep later. like on........um.......fukin wed. i got like 1 - 3 hrs. of sleep. cause i had to be up at 8 cause the bus came between 9 - 9:30 a...
food. and stuff.
So I’m recovering again. This seems to happen every few months. er well physically and in terms of vitamins anyway. I’m not taking vitamins but i’m aware of how much I’ve gotten from the food I’v...
dentist. anasthesia. stuff.
yeah so yesterday I went to the dentist. A filling I have well part of it fell out. i think partially due to the pressure of........um chewing food and also grinding my teeth. yeah i do that. but...
hi.
hi. still here. a lot’s happened. also i got my period [omygod i would love to not have it. or to have weed every time i have it. and yes i know about BC] so i haven’t felt great. and before that...
how much we care
‘sometimes we. well i i won’t speak for anyone else. don’t realise how much we care about someone untill something happens. My friend hadn’t gotten at me in a few days and the last time he did be...
um. yeah. another vague thing.
ya know. the more i think about it the more it seems like she was trying to pin me as the victim just bc she could. maybe she thinks she has some sort of power over me when really, far as i under...
another vague thing. misinterpretation.
ya know. if it acts like a duck and walks like a duck it might not actually be. a duck. it might be a bunny. or a cat. or a bird. or a. well you get the point. [the ‘duck’ in this case being me]....
i'd like to think that.
‘ya know. if it were me who was. the clerk i’d like to think that i’d pull the person aside and be like ‘ok well did you do.......’ w/e it was. like if they were a smoker asking them if they smok...
it's like the song says don't patronise
bonnie raitt can’t make you love me. good song. ‘alrite so. i was at safeway doing what every other person there does which is.um. grocery shopping. and i’m thinking ok well if i’m getting rice a...
it's like the song says don't patronise
bonnie raitt can’t make you love me. good song. ‘alrite so. i was at safeway doing what every other person there does which is.um. grocery shopping. and i’m thinking ok well if i’m getting rice a...
no accusing something vague
yeah um. i don’t particularly like being accused of something i haven’t done in yrs. i don’t think most do though i won’t speak for others since they’re obviously able to do that themselves. well...
um. don't know that i am right now.
how am i supposed to trust her? well i don’t know that i am right now. and it’s not like.......no it’s still big it’s just. it’s different bc i’m not living w/ her anymore. and i don’t know that ...
ya know.
ya know. i’m glad jenn stepped in. literally and figuretively. on uh.......sat. night she was in the room when steph was there ‘yelling’ right in my face. and jenn’s like ‘mom stop you’re not hel...
wow.
so since someone was told ‘ef you’ or something along those lines that means that the person who told them that deserves to be threatened? um no. no one should ever be threatened. [out of the sit...
u'she' being steph.
i’m actually surprised she had the balls to threaten me. didn’t think she had it in her but she sure proved me the hell wrong. i didn’t think she was actually going to carry it out. no and that i...
it's not real
it’s not. it’s not real. no on thurs. i’ll go back to stephanie’s and everything will be ok. except i won’t and it’s not. like no she didn’t threaten me. but oh no she did. and i didn’t tell her ...
got kicked out
in a sense. of my.............of steph’s. i’m at my mom’s till mon. which is when i move into my new house. [well. 3 other people and a dog live there]. so i do have a place to stay. it’s just......
i think. maybe. steph things.
i think. maybe. steph already has resigned she’s just basically killing time untill i meet the new lady and move in. and when i move in might not be my choice. i don’t trust that it will be. i’m ...
the really fuked up thing. is.
is. that he knew. and he still.played that care. my ex did the same thing just. in a different way. and my..........the last 2 guys who hurt me did too.
so i might be screwed. but idinno.
um so. i..........um. there’s a lady in mind for me to meet. she has a dog and a husband. he works w/ cars. she’s vegan and prefers to eat cooked meals. like as opposed to going out to eat/order...
like the song says.
i, don’t want to leave but i. don’t want to stay here. either.
well. she's somewhat ok w/ it.
she being steph. she’s somewhat ok w/ me moving. w/ missing out on this wonderful lady. and i feel. idinno. i don’t like this feeling. it’s like well i guess she doesn’t care this much otherwise ...
like what else can she do?
steph’s already told me i’m moving via my mom. the only other thing she [steph] can do now is tell me when i’m moving. but that’s really it. not that i’d like that but my point here being that t...
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things that happened in 2015
