after 4+ yrs and a wonderful job.....bam. Unemployment has found me. Corporate bs as usual. Too good to be true. To be honest the last 5 months have been awful and they have been riding me only to find out they want an RN not an RT but as they said I’ve been doing it for years. They told me I was dismissed due to work performance. As I have had days to ponder the clues were there that they had full intentions of getting me out of there before hand and they were looking for an excuse, any excuse to do it. And they could as the nature of this job varies day to day. Problem is now.......I’m not qualified to do my job elsewhere. I’m a RT not a RN case manager. I don’t have my CCM and will be going for it even though I’m not employed. I don’t know what difference it makes if I have my CCM if they are hell bent on having RNs. Grrrrrr. I was making really good money doing it too and was very good despite what they say which infuriates me more. They scrutinized me for 3 months and told me I was doing great and then to find something dumb from months before is stupid. Talk about really going to lengths to find something. The problem is the time between I’m doing great to departure. They took away part of my job as an ” experiment” not because I sucked at it. And was mad that I changed my son to being on the insurance plan ( he was not till beginning of Feb) I apologized for doing so. There was no reason I should be apologizing for this. Looking back I can see why they knew that they were going to get rid of me and that puts them in a rough position. He’s on a waiver program, I work for health insurance company and was on the medicaid team that did wavier services. They know he has to be managed. So if I’m gone they still have to manage him. Awkward.......

I’m looking hard for a job and am hoping for something as good. No holidays, during the week blah blah blah. And hoping salary is decent. Ugh.

I miss OD. Had that for years and loved writing in it. There’s been so much monkey business and drama that I don’t air other places that I would love to post on here....

The PITA I live with would make a great book.

He’s a mess today and that as because he saw the psychiatrist. He’s bipolar and I’m sure there’s a major personality disorder too but not sure what it is. Will get into that issue another time,