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2015

by Butterfly Angel

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October 15, 2015

Tired

Didn’t get to bed until near 4am and then up at 5:30 with the alarm. Knew that until the kids left for school that there would be no rest so I got up. I let the dogs out took my meds had my brea...


October 14, 2015

Another one of Those Days

Sitting now but been busy. Shawn was supposed to go with CJ for her appointment this morning but he decided at the last minute he was going hunting. So I had to rush and get ready. She’s doing go...


October 13, 2015

Now It's in my Chest

I’ve sneezed and blowed my nose for 3 days along with the sore throat, now it’s in my chest. Not what I needed. I just feel rotten and hate how I feel don’t like being sick. Heather helped out wi...


October 12, 2015

Can't Breathe

Nose is stopped up sinuses are as well and it’s making my head hurt. Throat is so bad my own Mom didn’t recognize it this morning but thought it was my older sister. I’ve slept most of the day bu...


October 11, 2015

Accidents and So Sick

So Saturday morning I went to Walmart with Heather I didn’t see Mom as I have a sore throat and was scared I’d take her something thought it may just be allergies but didn’t want to risk it. Whe...


October 09, 2015

It's Friday

CJ had an appointment this morning with the ob, she had to have another of the test where they take a biopsy. However with our concerns rather than clip a piece she used a type of swab thing and...


October 08, 2015

Tired

Mom went back to the nursing home yesterday. Heather had to go to Mechanicsville for something so I got them to drop me off while they did what they needed and I visited with Mom. Her confusion i...


October 07, 2015

Wednesday Morning

showered and dressed had my breakfast and meds washed dishes and started the washer swept hall, bathroom, kitchen, living room and front and back porch. mopped said floors with pinesol and the h...


October 06, 2015

Doing Barely

I’m tired and this is the first time today I’ve opened my computer. I have to move and do the things that need doing. Heather with her broken foot and CJ on bed rest is killing me. I swept the fr...


October 05, 2015

Had enough of Hospitals

I’m quite tired of hospitals and it wasn’t even for me. Last Sunday Robert had the appendectomy and then getting him home on Monday and then losing Bear. Bear belonged to his Dad and it was a ver...


October 03, 2015

Just Confused

This is what we’re told when we talk to Mom. She doesn’t understand where she is but knows the name of the hospital. She doesn’t understand why she’s there. My brother asked her today if she felt...


October 02, 2015

Just a one of those day!

I am doing but it’s doing slowly with a lot of pain and worry. I crashed when I got in bed put my c-pap on and woke by Heather screaming for me to answer my phone. It was my sister she had gotte...


October 01, 2015

Tired

I left here yesterday at around 12:30 via an emergency call from my sister. Mom was on the way to the hospital. CJ took me and I got there before she did. Was in the er from around 1:30 until 11:...


September 30, 2015

I Long for

one morning of peace and quiet where no one in this house yells, screams, fights and listens to their parents and just gives me some peace. It drives me crazy. Well just six minutes and off they ...


September 29, 2015

Another Loss

We yet again had to let go of another faithful friend. He was actually Robert’s dog after his Dad died. But he was all of ours just the same. Bear will be forever missed. He suffered another stro...


September 08, 2015

Back to School

Well Hope is headed off to 4th grade where did that time go? And Faith and John are off to kindergarten different teachers but just across the hall from each other. Bobby is a bit lost without a...


September 04, 2015

Just Here

I’m sitting in my chair legs up and relaxing. My knee gave and kind of twisted so using the walker in the house as well at moment. I just finished a yoplait whipped raspberry mousse yogurt and I...


September 01, 2015

Two days in a row!!!!!

I am dealing right now I’m about to go outside and scream. Faith is driving me nuts. She hasn’t stopped talking and getting into trouble since she woke. At moment she is at the table supposed to ...


August 31, 2015

A Computer Interview

I went to the SSA this morning, had a 9am appointment. I wasn’t even granted an actual human across from me but a computer with a human inside. She looked up the codes and such that the judge had...


August 27, 2015

Here again

I’m here guys and just making it. I have an appointment with the Social Security board on Monday. To see if it’s worth taking the judges decision over his head or just to apply for the SSI that i...


August 16, 2015

Unfavorable

And a lot of other garbage in between means I was once again not approved. I now have an appointment to go to Social Security to apply for SSI again and also see if they feel appealing to a highe...


August 05, 2015

Waiting and Dealing

Still waiting on the results of my hearing. It’s been 3 weeks. I’m dealing with a lot of emotional as well as physical pain. My depression seems to be getting worse not better. I hate being depen...


July 04, 2015

Happy 4th

Stopping in this morning to wish you all a safe and happy 4th. All is about the same here pain is at it’s highest again and I’m feeling crappy and cranky because of it. I can’t control at times t...


June 30, 2015

On There Way

My final decree and my name change papers from the court are on their way. The judge signed off on it on the 11th but they have been backed up. I looked on the site this morning to check the sta...


May 31, 2015

A Bit of Relief

I had a cortisone shot on Tuesday and I have been pain free mostly since then. My only problem is that when my knee gives now I don’t know it before it happens. It has also helped with the back p...


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