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Some days… you just feel like saying fuck.
15-04.15.81
The One in Which My Tuesday is thoroughly discussed! As should be understandable, I’ve had increasing difficulties sleeping this month. What with everything going on, it all seems to keep piling...
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Update as soon as I found out: I PASSED!
15-04.14.82
Sonuvabitch. So… for those that follow closely… my video game excitement has been utterly neutered as my game won’t arrive until next week… a week in which I’ll be out of town. The biggest anno...
15-04.13.81
This will be remarkably brief as I am exhausted. I couldn’t get a singly spot of sleep last night… I got about two hours between 9 am and 11 am this morning but… exhausted. Of course Wednesday...
Twitter: All Fall
I’m reasonably certain this post could be debated. Either I’m a sentimental fool or an immature child. I’m fairly sure both descriptions fit me. Sometimes… on nights like tonight… where the imm...
15-04.12.80
Oh… the things I’ve forgotten. Yesterday was kind of a low day for me. My thoughts were persistent and negative and it really did a number on me! So, foolishly, I retreated. Copious amounts of...
15-04.10.78
I opened a news article today and the headline mentioned “Weekend of April 10-12.” Upon reading that my stomach turned, I grew short of breath, and the edge of panic set in. I didn’t know why a...
15-04.09.77
The One in Which I Explain Why I am BatVillains My absolute earliest e-mail address ever starts with “BatVillains.” Because at 13… I knew I wanted something that protected my anonymity but refle...
15-04.08.76
Bollocks. Couldn’t sleep at all last night. Wretched combination of thoughts and anxieties and an overall very stiff body. My head was swirling with the desire to stay grounded but also hopefu...
15-04.07.76
Also Titled “Thoughts, Not All of Them Good.” Today… another day. My wife has come down with some sickness or other… she believes it merely a cold, I think it may be a sinus infection… but as sh...
15-04.04.75
Oh, I am a shitty friend. I was invited to a Birthday thing tonight. It will be at Dave and Busters… a place I enjoy, though it is a bit expensive. Also, the place is a twenty minute walk from ...
15-04.3.74
Good Friday… a day for Christians to reflect on the sacrifice of the cross… perfect love being crucified so that the objects of that love may be redeemed. So… in other words… today is about love...
15-03.31.73
Oh the joy of arguments. Got into another big one today. Wife definitely saying that she is “as good as diagnosed” with Asperger’s and so I’m going to have to make a lot of changes. I suggeste...
15-03.31.73
I got zero sleep last night. Genuinely, honestly, I got zero sleep last night. Went to work… court was quick… came home, tried to sleep… still no go. Today was my wife’s individual appointmen...
15-03.28.72
Hopefully, this will be as brief as I intend it to be. Saturday was Destiny Raid day. There were… frustrations. We’d never done this raid before so I looked up some tips and tricks but the Raid...
Twitter: Not technically an update
Not technically an update just a freak out..... BAR bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar bar...
15-03.27.71
Briefly.. I did not make the Ramen Omelette last night. I figured that my wife LOVES breakfast food and, since we were going to do Counseling today, I figured that I could surprise her with the ...
15-03.26.70
Sent a long text to my friend, he understood that I wasn’t up for what he had planned tonight/tomorrow. His only response question was to make sure I was still available for the Destiny Raid on ...
15-03.25.69
I may wind up writing twice today but… that is perfectly acceptable. It has been a while since my Date Tracking Titles had the same dateline with different entry numbers. This morning threw me a...
15-03.24.68
Time is a bitch that taunts a person and abuses a person with her fickle and inconsistent ways. I kid you not, this freaking Bar Exam is on my mind all the time now. As I’m in the grocery store,...
15-03.22.67
Were greater minds present to categorize the actions of humanity, perhaps categorization would be welcome. But as with all things, we have seen far too many generations pander to the lowest comm...
Twitter: Prolonged Grumph
I hate to say it but… when you add this renewed marital strife to the other anxieties I’ve been feeling… I am getting exhausted by anxiety and depressed at my powerlessness. Yes, I have plans. I...
15-03.21.66
Been offline for the most part as I take care of things around the house and just random stuff. But, of course, issues in the relationship send me here to get perspective, to vent, and to deal w...
Twitter: Whiskey Thoughts
Briefly: I finished getting through all 10 Seasons of Friends today. Not surprisingly, the Series Finale wasn’t the kind of thing that makes me feel good about holding my breath waiting for bar ...
Book Description
The adventures that take place in the year 2015 A.D. or for the scientifically inclined 2015 C.E.
My goals, set at the ending days of 2014, are as follows:
(1) I must pass the bar exam. On the chance that I do not pass in February; I will dedicate my entire existence to passing in July. After that attempt, I will attempt no longer.
(2) I must resolve this three year wedding photography issue. If we cannot receive the product we paid for, then a civil litigation may be necessary. We will receive our product, our payments, or our photographs… and if the civil remedies are too limited, I may file criminal charges.
(3) I must find employment. If I do not pass the Bar Exam, I must find employment in any field that provides a living wage; if I do pass the bar exam, I must find employment in my field.
(4) I must resolve the hanging issues of my marriage. Not only does this include working towards our long delayed Honeymoon… but this includes hard decisions, as well. Like… can I accept a marriage with no intimacy? Can I convince my wife of the importance of physical touch? Am I willing to risk another 3 years between sexual encounters? It isn’t fair to either of us for these questions to remain unresolved.
