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There’s nothing much to write about Him right now. I guess that’s good, but my heart says something else. We’ve been doing our “Meme Wars” still. ::chuckles softly:: I remember when I named it th...

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…and I’m suppose to despair. I’m not supposed to feel at ease when Him calls. I’m not supposed to melt with joy when we text or talk and make jokes. I’m suppose to despair. …but I don’t. Shortly...

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So I get a text: ”This most recent episode of Archer reminded me of you…us” I hadn’t downloaded it yet, but I did then. Watched it when I couldn’t get back to sleep this morning. I laughed becau...

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*::sits on the edge of the bed:: “Just so you know, I love you. I always have. Even with a fling or two in the middle of all these years, I’ve always been yours. I’ve always loved you. I’m going ...

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…a date has been set… ::stays strong:: Nothing a bout of drinking and karaoke won’t cure…

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He called me today. I sent a text to ask for prayers for gbaby and he misunderstood something in my text so he called. Hadn’t heard his voice since that day. It was warm to hear it… We had great ...

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I thought about you last night I think about you most days and nights Eventually, I will stop for now, you have me

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…maybe it should stop. We’ve been briefly texting. I still haven’t heard his voice. I reached out and said, “waves” He said hello. We then started in with the memes. My meme on Saturday to him el...

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(phone in hand, starts to ring; it’s Him; looks at the phone until it stops; waits to see if voicemail is left/no voicemail) (plugs in ears/redials after 10 mins/answers immediately) Him: Hello? ...

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I’ve been debating whether or not to have this conversation with you via getting it started in a text or by email (like when we “broke up” the first time-ha) or during our next face to face, to w...

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He’s not here. It’s been a while since I’ve heard from him and then I’m okay with our seperation. I don’t pine for him. I don’t long for him. It’s just long enough for him to be out of my system....

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So, I’m a bit emotional right now. I walked away from this latest encounter with the feeling that it’s really over. I know it’s inevitable, but… He said that I would forget about him. I told him ...

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I remember when I went to see him at The Fortress of Solitude (his name for his aunts house who worked nights so we were often alone). It was during the day. I took the kids to their dad/grandmot...

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My thoughts are if his kisses tonight. Don’t know why. I was watching my shows tonight, wrapped in my blanket. I daydrifted to the time we were in the living room. I left work early and he stopp...

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I dread those days when I’m full of you You saturate me Overwhelmed and over the brimm, steeped in this raw emotion that I now realize has never been felt with any one other than you Long held em...

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…all I know is dreams are made for two babe…“ One of my favorite songs by The Foreign Exchange. In regard to Him, I don’t really ask unless I’m desperate. He came late today. He got off work at 6...

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He left there to work near here and he stopped by to rest. Small breakfast, lots of laughter and conversation. I revealed an embarrassing tidbit from my youth. and that slayed me telling it as mu...

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We initially met online. He was from this city. We bonded via a few short emails and one telephone call. We met in 3 days since he was in town. He was quirky like me. He was extremely intelligent...

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