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To get to the meat of the matter… I woke up 2 nights in a row with a pain. I can’t say it was in my chest, but I can’t rule it out. The first night wasn’t so bad. Last night, the pain lasted long...

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Today’s shenanigans consisted of my daughter dropping Bubby Jr with my son so he can take him to daycare. Daycare wouldn’t take him. He hasn’t been for a month. Of course they couldn’t take him. ...

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My daughter is…ugh… I got to her Facebook page. She, within a 24hr period posted a bunch of stuff she’s laughing about, talking stuff about, to posts about Bubby Jrs dad and they are…::makes gag...

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A picture of Bubby Jr. I haven’t seen him in so long…about a month it’s been. I started tearing up. He’s getting so big. Me and Bubby Sr. have said that we missed him. I don’t miss him enough to ...

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The story I was looking at was Bubby Jr’s dad. The story had been updated as of 3:30 something this afternoon. Out of respect for his mother, I will go to the service. Firefighters called the po...

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So after some Facebook digging, I found its true. My littlest grandson’s father has been killed. My daughter texted me last night when she found out, but offered no details when I asked what hap...

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For one moment, I had a glimpse of what you would look like Wrapped in me I come to my senses because you don’t exist Just a mist in my head of what I want “I want you, ‘cause you make my heart s...

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I’m sleepy because my insides decided to betray me. I have been up most of the night, just bottoming my life out. I took the same detox stuff I always take and it has had a bad effect on me this...

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Have you ever felt like there are things you will not stand for from anyone, but there is one person that makes you break every rule you have? You say you’re going to put your foot down and then ...

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Yesterday MORNING, I wrote the following on Facebook: “For The Good of the Colony”: When in the business of building,everyone has ideas. All of the ideas can be good ones, yet when it comes to pe...

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Shortly after my last entry, toxic aunt called me. ::smh:: She just spit a WHOLE lot of stuff to me and because I know she’s bitter and unhappy, I take it all with a grain of salt. She said she w...

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My father is a minister. He’s an overseer of a few churches, bishops. He has an organization. Every year, they have a conference. When you do things like this, it requires work. REAL. Work. Lots ...

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1) Court was continued to 10/2 2) I saw her court paper. She told me she was going to meet early with the public defender, but somehow the public defender didn’t show up…? And she’s telling them ...

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1) My nephew had a birthday lunch/gathering for his transition into teenhood. He’s is pretty ok to get along with. He doesn’t treat me funny anymore. That’s nice. 2) Daughter goes to court tomorr...

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I was invited to my aunts birthday party. I left before I could witness drama. I almost walked in on some, but said my hellos and left. I’m tired of the Us vs Them when it’s all We. People make m...

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Dinner was nice. My belly is full. This water is amazing. Good night.

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I try not to look for hidden racism but I sometimes, it’s not hidden. I don’t give it much weight because most of the time, I’m trying to give humans the benefit of the doubt. There are times tha...

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So that last entry… I called my Aunt Max to wish her a Happy Birthday. This is one of the…nah. She is anti everyone. She is the toxic one I keep trying to love where she is. Anyway. So remember I...

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I’ve kind of poked at this subject I think. Like when my dad had to have quintuple bypass surgery, there was a noticeable divide in my family between my stepmother and her children and my father’...

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1) The church anniversary service is over. After all the rehearsals, lost sleep, etc. It’s over. I did the lead on the song and apparently crushed it. My mom and cousin were there. She and my dad...

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I turned 45 on Saturday. 2 I was off work from Thursday to Monday Him called me and I spent maybe 30 minutes talking to him and being us, then it turned into him droning on about stuff and I rea...

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Ever since I can think of, car insurance has always been a thorn in my side. I’ve never really had a car long enough to benefit from having insurance. Insurance is mandatory and when you’re tryin...

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I talked to my little brother. I was afraid at first, not afraid, but I thought perhaps I had offended him by asking if he has been using again. He said he’s been smoking some weed, but otherwise...

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…other people have issues and I get sucked into them. My three biggest children are my baby brother, my niece and my daughter. I texted my baby brother and asked him if he was using again? Just b...

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Finally made it to church on time with grandson and little brother in tow. No one but Sis. Rina was on the mic, so I joined her. Shortly my little sister showed up and then my aunt. I tell them a...

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