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I’m skipping Days 13 & 14 because nothing happened this weekend. I did church service online. I cleaned the house a bit. Did laundry both days, made more store runs. Battled something in my t...

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The grandkid had a meltdown because his school has issued more work. Lol. The governor if this state has finally issued a statewide stay at home order. After hearing this, I got up and spent mone...

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Day is almost over. Dad is teaching tonight on Facebook live and I’m gonna be there. Then me and grandboy have a date to watch Lego Masters tonight. I’ve been trying to get him to watch it, but i...

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Good morning… So, if I go by what I know, I am free and clear of the virus. I woke up with a headache at like 3 something this morning. I tried to wait it out, but eventually took ibuprofen. Laid...

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“You know what? We’re not going to do this. I hit you with the “cool” on some gon’ and feel what you feeling. No. Don’t. I mean I cant control that but allow me to add context.” This was after I ...

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I had no plans to leave my home yesterday. My son and his film friends were getting together to film at the park. I was upset by this decision, but he’s an adult. Took him and picked him up. Th...

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…I actually did clean up the kitchen. Again. And then cooked again. Now there are a few more dishes waiting on me this morning. I made some “crab” cakes using hearts of palm. I finally found and ...

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So I’m nuts. The more I try to not pay attention to news about coronavirus, the more I keep being paranoid. Paranoid about simple stuff I’m always feeling, like when I don’t eat, I get a headache...

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Yesterday, I had my little grandbaby with us. It was good to see him even though he is a mess. I don’t fault him though. Bubby Sr was a mess until he started to spend ample time with me again. Th...

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So yeah. I’m missing days 1-3. These are my official quarantine days. The kid was out of school the week before. Tuesday and Wednesday were my days when I was TOTALLY in the house a d went nowher...

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As of yesterday, I don’t go back to work until April 22. Maybe. Tonight at 6p, the City of St. Louis is on a stay at home order. People still out in these streets. I made another batch of faux f...

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That’s just my justification for not being driven crazy. Thing is, I would never go crazy. I think the only time, I had cabin fever was after I had my son. I HAD to get out of the house. These da...

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I mentioned it was a no go for me working from home. That’s fine. What else is going on? I rarely speak on it, but I’m horny. Why do they call it “horny”? I’m in a weird position as far as this ...

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It’s only 3pm. But this is good because that means my day is almost over. We were going to stay open, but the powers that be said no. They toyed with the option of me working from home, but then ...

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It went rather well. The person I was speaking with was nice enough. I don’t have a lot of questions at this time. I was honest that I have skills that I don’t use and they fell by the wayside. H...

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In a few minutes, I’m expecting a call for my phone interview. If this is for me, then Let it be for me, Lord. Guide my words, steady my tongue. Let confidence replace anxiety. In Jesus Name, ...

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1) My mother is much better. She doesn’t seem to think so, but I know the difference in her movements. She’s better. 2) My “baby” will be 22 tomorrow. He has had a cheesecake for his birthday eve...

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On the flip side to my last entry… 1) “If you don’t go out, you won’t meet anyone.” The places I go, there are no singles. Everyone that I consider my speed in my circles are already taken. Or o...

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I’ve been looking at me. A former coworker has started back at this place and I wanted to talk to her about helping me in a professionally developmental way. In addition to this, I reposted a re...

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I am motivated to do absolutely nothing while, at the same time, knowing there is everything to do. Currently, I’m cuddling in the couch with my grandson. He’s watching a DVD and I’m just here. I...

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…that is of course when shit blows up repeatedly and rapidly. Nothing is blown up. As of this moment. 1) The nursing facility thinks my mother has pneumonia. They apparently called my brother and...

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After the shenanigans of yesterday, with it being Fat Tuesday, I wanted to indeed be fat. I was going to get chicken and pizza and salad and some wine because, even though I said I wasn’t drinkin...

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I had the meeting at the school yesterday afternoon. It was not a bad meeting, but they are very concerned with his behavior because this is not like him. I talked to their counselor and the assi...

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My son is a real boy, but he was not the stereotypical boy. He wasn’t rowdy. He didn’t run around all the time. He did, but he was like adult me. A thinker, a loner. An old soul. So now, I’m basi...

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Last night I couldn’t sleep. I eventually did fall asleep, but not before I listened to sad love songs. What was worse is the songs that I use to identify with, well, I was the “villan” in them. ...

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