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I have a taste for some mexican food. It can be authentic, it can be not so authentic, but I would really like some southwest, mexican something on my palate right now. I remember once I mixed th...

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My journey as far as love goes, is not based on daddy issues. It’s based on just wanting to be loved and accepted period. I’ve been tainted by my environment and family that if I’m not a certain ...

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Once upon a time, I used to hang on the superstition that however you bring in the new year, that’s how your year will be. I don’t know if it was by design or if it’s true, or if I just sabotaged...

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Feeling like a chump for being at work during the holidays. I’ve been feeling also like I’m extremely responsible and I don’t want to be right now. I’ve been carrying around a concern for my gran...

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Kind of a ominous title, but it means nothing. I’m at work, my son is watching his nephew, aka my grandson. I guess I will have him the rest of the weekend. Had a rough start this morning. I mean...

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It’s been many years that under my “tree” there were plenty of gifts. The only ones for me are from co-workers. I mean, I may get $20 from my mom or $60 from my dad, but otherwise, I’ve gotten u...

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Last night I went to the place where I would be attending classes to register for school. I chose to start earlier because there are classes I need to take sequentially that I would miss out on. ...

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This holiday season will see a lot of people having their first Christmas, Chanukah, ::insert holiday of choice here:: without a special loved one due to death or some other sort of separation. T...

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Life changes that need to be made require sacrifice and come with butterflies of the nervous variety. So I dove head first into it and come the spring, I will, as millions have before me, become ...

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I’m a rather strange bird compared to what “normal” is supposed to be. I talk a good game, but I’m not a violent person…anymore. I use to fight all the time. I think I had my last fight at 15 and...

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Here in the book of “Meh” there is nothing but jokes and meloncholy and mediocre feelings. It’s Sunday. I’m up. I’ve got things to do. Would rather be snuggling with Him, or early morning joking,...

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I have a tendency to disconnect from life. It’s very necessary. It’s a refuge to work on myself when I’m hurting, it’s a place to recharge my batteries. Sometimes I just need to be alone. Not to ...

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So after going to bed after 3 this morning, I woke up around 7 to call the hospital to check on her status. She was admitted but I couldn’t talk to her because she was on the phone with my brothe...

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I got a call from my brother just after midnight telling me that my mom was on her way to the hospital. She was having trouble breathing but seems to be okay. She was given an xray at the facilit...

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Baby turns 4 on Friday. Have to get ready for he and his mother to be at my house for the weekend. I have to get to a store after work. It’s snowing. I need to communicate with my landlord re: re...

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Who am I to say who shouldn’t be afraid? When I say things, they are based on observations, they are based on things experienced and my opinion. In the case of the things happening in my city, I ...

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please forgive my scattered thought outs that may sound incoherent For months there has been fear mongering. For months there have been people speculating, guesstimating, lying, wondering what’s ...

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Daughter and gbaby left a little while ago. She left here with an attitude and I’m concerned because she is going back to where she is staying and I don’t want any issues for her. The kids dad ca...

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Lots of people have their reasons for blogging. I blog for mental floss. I also use Twitter for those get those weird thought out moments. I am emotional. I have a lot to say, but I turn to blogg...

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Aaaaaand the emotional turmoil filled shit storm that is my daughter continues to rage. Listening to her father, she went to the office to file child support. After a few weeks we now know that t...

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The relationship between my daughter and I is a very colorful one. It’s had it’s ups, but mostly our rollercoaster affair has been downs, downs, downs. She’s been a pistol for a long time and I h...

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LOL… I can’t do anything but laugh. This day has been stupid from the jump. LOL So I woke in my usual fashion. My son is out of school for today and tomorrow for Veteran’s Day I’m guess. Yay for ...

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…to be riding a bike in if you haven’t ridden in years. I live in the city, but there are loads of hilly areas here and man are they murder! So I finally went out for a ride and found that my sea...

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I’m always sick and tired of SOMETHING. My rants are epic too. LOL My sick and tired is of being BROKE, or as my son put it so eloquently, Functioning Poor. I have pretty much everything paid fo...

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So my supvervisor and I had one of those, what I tend to call a “Come To Jesus” conversation. She called me up to her office to clear the air and talk about things. She wanted to see what could b...

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