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…they would stop looking to be arrested and breaking stuff… Being arrested is not a badge of honor to prove you’re down for the cause. Just being there is. Just be there.

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I don’t mind being alone. I’m bored today. I should have scheduled vacation after I got paid. This sucks. Let Bubby Sr. spend the night since Bubby Jr went to his dad’s and his mom had to work ti...

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Former bff contacted me today. Was probably bored. We had a catch up session. We talked about my kids and her son. She has the option to send her son to his father. My children are practically ad...

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Former bff contacted me today. Was probably bored. We had a catch up session. We talked about my kids and her son. She has the option to send her son to his father. My children are practically ad...

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On my Facebook, my avatar/profile pic is Charlie Brown screaming. I get a lot of questions, wondering if I’m going through something. This has been my permanent picture for about a year. I only c...

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So, since yesterday I’ve been off work. I don’t go back until next Wednesday. I spent most of yesterday sleeping. I went to the grocery store and am now flat broke until next pay check. But I ki...

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Monday gets a bad rap. It’s not Monday’s fault we try to shove an entire life time of fun into two days and regret it when we can’t get right. I can’t say that this happened to me this weekend, b...

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To sit in a quiet space and let my thoughts do what they do pull, blow… Let my eyes dart and wander as I watch the world fly by inside my head pull, blow… Let the chemicals level me, mellow me, c...

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I gave the rundown to my kids, Bubby Sr included not to interact with him. Don’t say shit even if he looking at you. I told my land lady that I’m 43 and don’t want to add anything else on my reco...

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Why can’t my daughter control her mouth? Why is my neighbor holding a grudge from a year ago? I am feeling all the anxiety in the world right now. I’m not an arguer. I am passive but that’s only ...

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Sitting here in my living room. Tv softly playing in the background. Daughter & Bubby Jr are asleep on the couch. Bubby Sr is upstairs with my son trying to behave, I think. ::giggles:: I h...

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Daughter was off early today (for her). Ive been yawning ferociously since 8:30p. I can’t sleep. I take that back. I’m just awake. Listening to music and now an episode of Snap Judgement. Aaaaa...

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Okay so… My evening was upended as always. The plan: Get home, shower, wash and twist hair while catching up on The Walking Dead. Go to bed. What happened: Drank messed up ice cream concoction, h...

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Kind of feels irrelevant now… I Am a mother protector. While people try to seek and exploit my kindness, I already know that is the game at hand so I’m not taken for a fool easily…now days, tha...

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Made a decision today. Made a decision long ago. I’m just now acting on it. This isn’t working. Didn’t have a plan to begin with, but no plans were made during the actual mental filiming of this ...

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I need you. Not NEED YOU, but I need you. Cut me open, look inside, all you’ll see is you. I bleed you. I am you. Without you, I don’t know what I’d do. Cuz you, see right through the...

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Dedicated to one of my brothers Standing in this place, as I have stood so many times before extending this olive branch from skeptical fingers, “will he meet me half way?” “will he throw i...

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Not in the way of wild party crazy. I was in bed about to go to sleep, or at least trying to get more rest than I’ve been getting as of late. I lay there with my eyes closed and, this always happ...

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Friday. No one is in the office really. Dead silence for the most part. Just me, the occasional co-worker walking by. Some have their badges, some not. More often not and of course, I let them i...

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I actually have nothing clever to say. I was thinking of using a voice so poetic, but I don’t feel like it. I’m taking a vacation from work starting next week. Perhaps I can clean my house thoro...

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Yesterday was the peak of emotional sadness for me. After work, knowing I didn’t have to pick up the kids from daycare, I stopped at a grocery store to buy a new bus pass (haven’t had to buy one ...

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I watch a lot of television. I watch a lot of movies and shows. I’ve watched my own life and have come to think about the word protect. Protect is a great motivator for some pretty fucked up shit...

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Today I had to face myself. With all the talk, I had to admit being uncomfortable about something that I swear I’m okay with. And actually, if it’s someone else’s reality, I am perfectly okay wit...

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So when I watch tv or movies, I don’t do any kind of analysis. But then I started watching Insecure. Over the past few episodes, I’ve been wondering about where the writers heads are. Episode bef...

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It’s true. Stuff happens everyday, you just have to figure how to deal and move accordingly. My daughter’s friend was killed by the police yesterday. He use to call me Mommy and would talk about ...

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