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Spent the morning loving on Bubby Sr. He breaks my heart when he says he wants to live with me and visit his mom. He told me a secret: he doesn’t love her a lot. I’ve been doing some reading. W...

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I can’t believe I’m shaking. I think it’s a combination of me wanting to explode and me not being able to. I could be a combination of me being disgusted at the gall and audacity and his conversa...

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After a 72 hours worth of rain the sun is out. I woke up before the alarm. Stayed in bed to cuddle with me, pray a little, give thanks for my eyes opening. Read my bible verse for the day, then p...

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Perhaps everyone was bored Friday until today. Had to be in order for the majority of the recent updates to be that survey I got from Boo, You Whore. Lol After waiting mostly all day, the land pe...

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So…I steal Survey’s from Boo, You Whore. That’s her name, not a rock band. LOL DO YOU LIVE IN A HOUSE OR AN APARTMENT? Apartment. WOULD YOU SAY IT IS BIG OR SMALL? it’s tall, but it’s small DO ...

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Let’s see. I was off work. I got things done. I went to the laundromat and washed nearly everything. All is hung up in my closet. My room is clean. My bathroom is clean. My son’s room is clean, ...

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I have today, Monday, and Tuesday off. I had this whole plan of getting up, getting cute, wearing boots, and hitting the streets to take care of business. It all went down hill when my hair didn...

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There was a point in time last year, I think, where I was angry. I was so angry that I wrote a lament to God in this here space. One of the things I mentioned was that one of the wrongs done to m...

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…but I will have to do it later on. I just have to make sure I have time to gather my thoughts on it fully.

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I will say the “On This Day/Memories” option on Facebook is pretty cool especially when it’s a good memory. The one I shared today was from many moons ago. A friend was in town and she was celebr...

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Dear CashNet USA, stop sending me mail and emails. I’m never using you again. Dear RISE, stop sending me emails. I’m never using you again. Dear All of These Places that Bought My Name, stop send...

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…doing The Impossible Quiz. This shit is ridiculous, but kind of fun. Only gets frustrating because you can try again as many times as you want and it’s always the same questions…but there are no...

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During the composition of my entry yesterday, I was talking to my son. I was telling him about the way I was feeling about a lot of things. My son disclosed a lot of things thay were happening to...

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This entry is basically thinking through my fingers in an effort to make sense of things and hope you can follow along. RJ and my friendship is at a fork in the road. She won’t discuss this with ...

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I don’t want to sabotage anything and I just may have done that with a feeble attempt to keep a friend that really don’t give a shit about my feelings. So, last night Scott and I had a great long...

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So between last entry and today there have been a few happenings. Nothing bad, nothing great. I’m just really…meh. Daughter and I weren’t speaking because I told her that she needed to get her ho...

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Mom’s birthday was yesterday. I woke up early and was rather excited. Today was the day I could get some stuff done. Little baby wasn’t here, Bubby Sr and I were gonna make cookies. Our day was g...

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So I send Him a text asking how he’s holding up since his mother passed. He’s about as okay as can be expected. Okay. This turns into him going on my Instagram and making a reference to a typo fr...

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Okay so, I’ve been binge listening to this. It’s kind of over, but not really because there hasn’t been a trial set. Lots of information hasn’t come out. This is really good and it has me up here...

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I understand that there will be ups and downs. When you’ve lived a life of mostly downs, you almost expect this. When you’re trying to turn things around for yourself, it seems that those hard hi...

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I’ve not seen pigeons in a long time. Where did they all go? This morning, as I stood on the bus stop, I heard some birds twittering among themselves. I looked up, just in case they were in the t...

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1) Happy New Year to You All! 2) Girl child is in her new place. Pray she gets furniture quickly. 3) Bubby spent his Christmas break with his father’s family. He came back yesterday and he looked...

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Daughter has another apartment. Couldn’t be more on time because I’m about to choke her out. I get to work over time today. My hours are from 9 to 4. Saturday, RJ took me to urgent care because m...

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Though I’m in a jovial mood at the moment, I’ve been thinking about this, thinking of sharing this. When I was 17, I was late for school one day. I was bussed out to the county so I would have to...

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So the spike in my temperature was due to me being active and drinking tea. I spent the day with Bubby Sr in my room. My daughter went to the bar to get breakfast and was gone for an hour. I want...

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