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7/27/14
I've got hemorrhoids, my car is a piece of crap, and I would gladly trade my life with that of a homeless person. Where did everything go so wrong?
Update to "Dream Police"
A small update. One thing I know is I have dreamed pretty much every night since I wrote that entry and none of them have been particularly pleasant. The upside is that I can't remember any of ...
Wine-ing
Just saw an ad on FB for a wine called Monogamous and thought, "Monogamous-Because it is easier for people to be loyal to a brand of wine than their significant others."
Dream Police Follow-Up
Different dream, similar idea, same result. I should not have gone back to sleep after that third alarm.
6/20/14
It occurred to me this morning that humanity's greatest achievements are those that go against it's nature: flight, peace, monogamy, rational thought...
6/19/14
One thing I truly miss above all else is having a woman look at me like she is truly glad to see me just because I'm there, not because they need something like most people.
Had To Happen Eventually
Well, had the prerequisite naughty dream about the ex last night. At least that's out of the way now, I guess.
Flooding
Well, so much for that attempt. A burst hose in the basement bathroom and subsequent clean up is going to end my five entry attempt. Oh well.
Decisions
Well, my task has begun, and this will be two entries of five down. Sad to say, I have decided that now is the time to find somewhere else to live. I don't know how I am going to do it, but the...
Ambition
I think I'm going to try something in honor of the ex's birthday tomorrow. I am going to try to write one entry per book for a total of 5 entries. Should be interesting.
Love
I'm starting to think that I don't believe in "love" anymore. I see too much lying, cheating, and giving up on a daily basis to think it exists. I think there are many things that go into it li...
Open Call For Topics
One of the things I pride myself on is the ability to hold a conversation on just about any subject, so I figured I would put out an open call. If there is a subject anyone would like to hear ab...
Views
We all know that everyone who reads a person's entry does not necessarily comment. I almost wish there was an option so that those of us who are curious could see how many views we got or someth...
For those who have read me before
I just have a few quick questions. Do I come off as whiny or all "woe is me"? Do I play the victim in my entries? Do I make my ex out to the be wicked witch or do I spread the blame evenly? I...
6/2/14
Here's a puzzle for ya...The bf has missed more work since being in this house (6 months) than I have in the last 10 years and I'M the asshole?
6/1/14
While I do understand that women are attracted to confidence, there is a difference between confidence and delusion. I have little to be confident about, so I would have to be delusional to at...
Shower Time
The ex told me this morning about how she and her hot best friend with a huge rack had shower time yesterday. Once, this would have excited me to no end. Now, it is just depressing foremost, an...
5/31/14
It really is the worst feeling in the world to want to be near someone so much, but fear that your very presence could send their world tumbling down.
The Talisman
Was just (re)reading The Talisman by Stephen King when I realized a few things. 1. I really ought to mention more about my reading habits since I do read alot normally. 2. People don't give King'...
Delicious Irony
Just got a Facebook notification that my ex's uncle added me as a family member on Facebook. Couldn't help but take a huge laugh at the irony of that one. She really does not get that her famil...
5/27/14
I need this all to end now. I cannot take another minute living my life.
I Wish...
I even had one thing in my life right now that I could view as a positive, but there isn't a single thing. I am just so tired...
The Worst Feeling...
is not knowing where you belong or if you even belong anywhere.
I Would Much Rather...
be playing "How many licks does it take to get to my gooey center?" with D than "How many nuts will it take to crack me?" at work. Sorry for the perverseness of this, but a.) It's been 5 months ...
5/24/14
There are two things on my mind that really suck: a.) Where do I really stand with D and am I just missing some hint? and b.) If I am only capable of believing in myself when it is necessary to h...
