is because of the latest round of flies and 8-legged beasties! I’m arachnophobic and a couple of nights ago when I went to do the washing up, there was a dead one on the draining board! I had ...

Sometimes, there are moments when I wish you could read every single thought that I’m thinking—that way, I don’t have to say it all out loud.   Or …you would come to this diary, somehow you wou...

I decided to take a road trip. I’m 3 hours from home.. test drove a used car.. Tried to haggle the price for the heck of it - turns out it was a no haggle dealership… Drats. Now, I feel bad f...

Pin it back and bleed it to the core I am still and will be here Awkward pauses on the lips of those wanting more So we tread on the grounds that we fear We do it in our sleep, In our dream...

Question: Do you think it’s reasonable and/or necessary to “set aside” your convictions or principles to get a job? Should a company’s public stances, positions, statements, and actions affect ...

I had the last 3 days off and worked this morning. This will probably be my last day shift since my Mom is going down to 3 days a week. I’m not a huge fan of my daughter being at her house becau...

So, I’m going to start off today with something that may be… particularly disgusting as it deals with bodily issues. Just- putting the warning up front to give people the opportunity to move on ...

3 months later.... So I looked over the last 2 entries to see what needs updating..... Susan and Buddy no longer exist.... well, Susan is still in my driveway. Turns out she’s got a transmissi...

Dear A, It is late April, and I feel as though I am standing at a small but significant threshold. I have a job interview on the 29th, the first to come from weeks of deliberate and selective a...

A win is a win Feels like everything is just getting in my way. No matter what it is, there is an obstacle I have to contend with. Endless friction. I don’t have the dopamine to regulate. I am ...

Nothing clever to say today.

There are days when the body feels heavy and the mind whispers that it has given enough, that rest should mean stopping altogether. But then subtle perseverance. It is quiet and stubborn, a smal...

To say all war is about power is nakedly self-evident, of course. It’s all about power. Every flesh rendered into a chunky salsa, every hospital set on fire, every city incinerated with its popu...

So about a month ago I got my latest psych eval, and all my normals popped up. But so did Autism level 1 and level 2 Which checks out, but I cant lie seeing that 2 sent me spiraling because how...

Yesterday was a mostly lazy day. I did the bulk of my productive tasks early, and then spent the rest of the day vegging out. I watched a lot of home renovation shows and daydreamed about our fa...