This morning, I got to the pool a bit later than planned—around 9 a.m.—but I got through my 45-minute swim. Toward the end, a staff member came in and spoke with some of the other swimmers. Appa...

The fourth less-well-known wise man brought, you know, diapers, formula, a baby carriage, stuff like that. He was the Practical Magi, see? Garfield is actually short for “Gartholomew”. ...

I am becoming increasingly aware of what I perceive as opinion entitlement. Now, don’t get me wrong, you are entitled to have an opinion. However, your opinion only hold weight in the court of y...

There’s something coming through Which has to do with the beauty of the Mother She is all accepting; no “crime”, nor “sin”, exists for her. She is the Nothing At All which contains the Anyt...

How was your Smother’s Day. Good I hope. Mine? Good. Just wanted to say hi. Yes I’m fine, hahaha, hey did you know childhood trauma can cause all kinds of weird shit later in life? You start get...

this is what grief and depression do... i have been placed in a round room and told to set in a corner... 

On top of my usual 8 hour work day today, I had to figure out something for mothers day. I didn’t have it in me to wish my sister’s in law happy mothers days, but I got my mother and grandmother...

Watching my 18 yo who is working on his car. Flee his 16 YO brother and his million car questions lmao. I am so amused.  Why are you replacing that. What are you replacing. Oh CV joint. What...

Another Mother's Day has come and gone.  Mom has missed the last seven of these and obviously, she's going to miss a bunch more of these.  She died in 2018.  Even when she was alive, she ...

Medical Scare It’s been a busy week, because the rabbit was in hospital. He stopped eating his normal food last Friday, so we started giving him emergency stasis medication. He was better over ...

Last Thursday. Then Saturday. And again today. Some people leave once. With C, it took more than a few goodbyes. Saturday night was my gift to her, a goodbye tattoo. A mark that is hers to k...

You know, living with a Chronic Illness is no easy.  Taking advantage of being the month for Crohn's and Ulcerative Rectocolitis Awareness, I'd like to comment my own experience on it.  I'm be...

Again with the not writing.  I don’t have a good reason.  There has been some changes.  I will write about some of them.  First after thoughtful consideration I decided to consult an attorney ab...

He still tries to contact me, texting to say I am on his mind everyday, and how he misses me, and that the car I paid for most of was delivered on this date 25 years ago. (On his other girlfrien...

Do you remember crying yourself to sleep?Or hiding in the bathroom stall at work wishing it'd all go away?Have you chosen that dark tunnel again or are you somewhere else?I know it stopped for...