I had the last 3 days off and worked this morning. This will probably be my last day shift since my Mom is going down to 3 days a week. I’m not a huge fan of my daughter being at her house becau...

So, I’m going to start off today with something that may be… particularly disgusting as it deals with bodily issues. Just- putting the warning up front to give people the opportunity to move on ...

3 months later.... So I looked over the last 2 entries to see what needs updating..... Susan and Buddy no longer exist.... well, Susan is still in my driveway. Turns out she’s got a transmissi...

Dear A, It is late April, and I feel as though I am standing at a small but significant threshold. I have a job interview on the 29th, the first to come from weeks of deliberate and selective a...

A win is a win Feels like everything is just getting in my way. No matter what it is, there is an obstacle I have to contend with. Endless friction. I don’t have the dopamine to regulate. I am ...

Nothing clever to say today.

There are days when the body feels heavy and the mind whispers that it has given enough, that rest should mean stopping altogether. But then subtle perseverance. It is quiet and stubborn, a smal...

That’s the theme of the day. I went to get a haircut and the girl that normally cuts my hair, as usual, isn’t there. She owns the place so I rarely see her anymore. I feel like I don’t get the...

To say all war is about power is nakedly self-evident, of course. It’s all about power. Every flesh rendered into a chunky salsa, every hospital set on fire, every city incinerated with its popu...

So about a month ago I got my latest psych eval, and all my normals popped up. But so did Autism level 1 and level 2 Which checks out, but I cant lie seeing that 2 sent me spiraling because how...

Yesterday was a mostly lazy day. I did the bulk of my productive tasks early, and then spent the rest of the day vegging out. I watched a lot of home renovation shows and daydreamed about our fa...

am impatient these days: there is not time enough in this one llife. I need more lives; I have made plans already for three or four. I could easily expand to ten or twenty, all full-flavored, ar...

it insane how time passes. once again, i did not mean to allow multiple years to pass before i wrote here again. i don’t know what happened to me…i used to journal religiously and now i nearly c...

In the yarn store parking lot, I heard someone talking about Silver Sneakers, and I took this as a sign to go to the Y and sign up. My kids and I used to go there about 20 years ago, but at firs...

April 1, 2026 6:45 PM Woke up in the good side of the bed today. Slowly resetted my sleeping pattern back to the way I wanted it to. Sleeping by 10 or 11 then waking up around 6 or 7. I have m...