Text to my Husband in In the Nude

It’s hard for me to talk to u in person. I feel so disconnected with you. I’ve built a wall around you bc I’m tired of being hurt by you again. It’s left me too vulnerable, and it’s messed with how I feel about myself. Our relationship has made me feel bad about myself bc you never made me feel like I was enough. I know it’s your insecurities that make you act the way you do, but it still affects me and my self worth whether you meant to do it or not. Thru good or bad times, you’ve continued to lie to me, look towards other women to stoke your ego. It’s not fair for you just to keep saying sorry and expect me to get past it. I can’t anymore. I’m too guarded with you and I’m not being true to who I am. Idk what to do or what the next steps should be. I do know that it’s just a matter of time before we do get divorced bc if I look ahead to 5 years I don’t see us being together. One of us will cheat bc it’s human nature at this point. I was thinking about a trial separation and taking it from
There. I want it to be as peaceful as possible not to disrupt maya so I def don’t want to fight. What are ur thoughts?

An hour later, he says he has no thoughts bc he’s spending time with our daughter.

Tick tock, tick tock....