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Age 36

by SailorMoonMom

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Hubby has been complaining of work, home life, kids…What he tells me is legitimate. There are some really crappy conditions at work and I don’t hold anything against him. Its just he’s always gru...


October 22, 2023

The potential friend

My brother in law has a lady friend that visits him from Europe. He was in Spain for about 9 months on a teaching visa. He’s back home now. Anywho, she’s visiting now. She landed today actually, ...


October 20, 2023

Mental Health is expensive

I need to talk to a therapist. I’m getting worse, and the meds I’m sure are keeping me from going overboard. I feel like a freaking failure. Like I can’t do anything right. I know that’s not righ...


October 15, 2023

Depression strikes again

Hi there. I have had depression since about my early 20s. I am 36. I am on Celexa and Welbutrin and the combination seems to help me a lot. I can think clearly, I can go about my day. I feel “nor...


October 14, 2023

I want a friend

I’m 36. I want a friend like I had in elementary or Middle School, or hell, even high school. I want a ride or die friend. Someone I can talk to about anything. That friend that will laugh with m...


October 14, 2023

My Kids are ahead of me...

My oldest is 6 and my second is almost 3 in 6 weeks. I only have the two kids. So where do I start? I guess I am feeling like I can’t keep up. Like I don’t know where I should be at with my 6 yea...


emphasized textSo when I was in college, if I did not get into the nursing program, my fall back was teaching. I wanted to teach English. I was very good at it. Still kinda am, just not to the de...


I have been spending my screen time watching Asian dramas. Mostly on Netflix. I am Mexican so for me life was about Telenovelas. Those were my bread and butter! With villains, sexy men that saved...


We’re home, out of there. You’re more or less safe. There is something deep in the mind that begins to chafe. I hear you laugh and start to play, You hear everything your little sister has to s...


August 18, 2023

Son hospitalized pt 5

I know that last entry was really desperate and to some might seem a bit dramatic, but again I remind people we all process things differently, we all have different limits, and also when its any...


August 17, 2023

Son being hospitalized pt 4

I am truly pissed off and frustrated. He is still having cyclic fevers despite being physically better than when he came in. What the heck is going on in his body? I want to know! I keep trying t...


August 16, 2023

Son hospitalized pt 3

So I was thinking when I woke up this morning that we would be gearing to go home. I was filled with that illusion. At around 11 am the pediatrician did her rounds and she began to talk to me abo...


August 15, 2023

Son hospitalized Pt 2

You know…there is something shitty about knowing that your child is going to be in pain and sanctioning it. Right now my son’s IV infiltrated, you don’t need to know what that is, only that it h...


August 14, 2023

Son being hospitalized

My son 6 years old is currently in the hospital. We are doing better, but let me tell you what happened, and other things I notice happen when your child is hospitalized. on Monday 8/8 he complai...


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Experiences and thoughts during this year of age.