Public

Hello

by J.E.

Entries 1,568

Page 31 of 63

March 04, 2022

5:45 AM

Ended up leaving the dentist’s office a voice mail about squeezing me in today or meds. The migraine is gone but it still hurts. It’s like there is a piece of food stuck in it and I keep tongui...


March 03, 2022

Cavity

I’ve got a cavity that hurts so bad it’s given me a migraine. Dentist appointment is Tuesday. I hope I can hold out. OTC pills aren’t helping.


February 24, 2022

A Bit Intoxicated

I’m watching Queen’s Live Aid performance. I so wish my dad was alive. I’d beat him to death with a hammer. “Fuck Queen. That singer was a faggot.” That’s how I was raised. I heard the n wor...


February 24, 2022

Meow Mix!

https://www.reddit.com/r/boopablenosies/comments/t0jc2h/lily_needs_a_boop/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share Yeah yeah, can’t really figure out posting images. That’s my baby kitty Lily...


February 23, 2022

Hot Damn!

I made the chicken Pho recipe tonight. On par with the restaurant’s. Next time I’ll get a steak and cut it real thin. I’m full and can taste each individual spice that went into the dish. NOM!


February 22, 2022

2/22/22

Ow! Brain freeze! Dr. Pepper Icee today. Just got in from Publix. Picked up the essentials to make chicken Pho at home. Gonna try it tomorrow night. Just need to locate a bottle of fish sauce...


February 20, 2022

Wah Hoo

After some Nyquil and a nice uninterrupted slumber, I woke up feeling tons better.


February 20, 2022

Oh This Sucks

I’m running a fever and have been coughing since about 8 PM. Never been sick on my birthday. Cross off the bucket list I guess.


39 years old today. Woo! Woke up phlegmy with a gnarly sore throat. Also, no clue what I did but my left rib cage hurts like a bitch. I can feel it every time I take a breath. Mom treated me t...


February 17, 2022

That Went Well

We FINALLY got the restaurant Viet House right. Oh my pastafari! The Pho dish I had was amazing. It’s a very small establishment. Only open for less than a year. I did comment that it’s weir...


February 17, 2022

Too Drunk To Dream

About 10 PM last night I laid here, full tummy, very tired, fading in and out. I was ready for my slumber. Only problem is the few times I fell asleep only lead to nightmares. After about the t...


February 16, 2022

Water Dinner

Tilapia, scallops and home made hush puppies. I’m stuffed…and super beat. Woke up around six something this morning. Drove mom around to get her errands done. Used my Best Buy gift card for ...


February 16, 2022

Never Trust A Pastor At All

Especially if he was a used car salesman. My dad was so fucking stupid.


February 14, 2022

Valentine's Day Can Suck It

Yeah, I said it. Ma and I are going to try a Thai restaurant her coworkers have recommended for lunch (if I can stay awake.) I’m excited. Surin of Thailand. Menu looks awesome. They have a c...


February 13, 2022

V-Day Gift

Valentine’s Day is tomorrow. I jokingly told a friend that with my history of mental illness and breakdowns I could probably get away with stripping down naked and doing the chicken dance at a ma...


February 13, 2022

Soldiers Letting Loose

I love this video!


Ate some pizza as a late night meal and went to bed. The acid reflux was strong as fuck when I woke up. Not to mention my stomach was hurting and felt very sour. I ended up tossing my cookies ...


February 11, 2022

If You Want Aceptance

Create a trans division. Stop fucking bullshitting. I’m tired of this!


February 10, 2022

Even Jason Voorhees Needs Love

Just watch, it’s hilarious.


February 09, 2022

Face Pain

I’m having a sinus issue that’s making my face hurt. It sucks. Bad. Peacock paid me a visit last week the other day. We went to Guadalajara for lunch. I gorged myself on the fajita nachos d...


I was in 2nd grade when TMNT2 came out. My cousin made me a shirt with GO NINJA GO on it. I was cool for two seconds.


February 01, 2022

Fatty McFatterson

Ma made fried chicken thighs, baked beans, spiraled zucchini and corn. Ate well while watching a rerun of No Reservation. I miss Anthony Bourdain. A lot.


February 01, 2022

Munchies

Took a few puffs off the vape so now I’m munching on pretzels and cheese dip. I relapsed Saturday and Sunday and have been paying for it hardcore today. Sluggish, dehydrated, sick to the stomach...


January 31, 2022

Educational Video


January 26, 2022

Se7en Days Down *Updated*

Seven days sober. Update HAHAHAHAHA I GOT FIRED! I am seriously relieved. Seriously. No more walking on eggshells. Now I’m free to seek something else with the different experiences I have. Kind...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.