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Rested Yet Tired
I’ve slept good the last two nights, thanks to the meds and being sick. But I’m still just so tired. Granted I did do dishes and two loads of laundry today. Just wanna curl up and sleep. Final...
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Sobriety doesn’t open the gates of Heaven and let’s you in. It opens the gates of Hell and let’s you out. Haven’t had a cigarette in two days and I’m fiending. My throat hurts too effin’ much to...
Caught It
Yup, I got whatever mom has. Been sucking down ice water and sweet tea like there’s no tomorrow. There is ice cream in the freezer but I need actual food. I’ve been sleeping/resting on and off ...
The 18th
I’m really fucking scared. If I go to jail, I’ll go with my chin high. Peacock fucking hates me and I’m encouraging it. I’m literally at the point I want jail time. I just really need a lot of...
Can't Win For Losing
After taking the meds I got comfy and crashed hard. Woke up a little while ago and the knee isn’t hurting so bad. Yay! But… Now I’ve got a sore throat and a bit of a cough like mom. FML
After Care
The nurse practitioner prescribed me some ‘script grade Naproxen and some steroid patches so we’ll see how that goes. I’m laid up on the couch watching Free Guy. Is it just me or does Ryan Reyn...
3 AM And All Is Well
Not really but whatever. Mom just went and crashed in bed. She’s still sick so bright and early we’re going to the doctor. Her for the cough and me for the swelling. Hopefully they’ll give me p...
New Years Eve
Walking is a bit difficult today. The swelling in my knee keeps shifting from one side to another. It’s very annoying. Mom is sick. I went to go get us some egg drop soup from the takeout plac...
Water Ain't Cuttin' It
Trying to flush out my system by drinking a bunch of water. It should be enough to get the uric acids out of my body but it’s not working. So ya, the gout flare up is still going on. Extreme p...
For My Aussie Reader
More Pain
Knee is still wonky. Woke up today to a gout flare up in my right foot. So I’m pretty much incapacitated for the foreseeable future. This really really sucks! It snowed yesterday (which is prob...
Merry Christmas!
For those stuck with family, this tune is for you.
And The Power Is Out (Christmas Eve)
Tennessee Valley Authority is going about one of it’s emergency protocols and is doing rolling blackouts. I was watching TV but now I’m sitting in the dark typing this up. Huntsville Utilities T...
Washed Blanket
It’s so soft and warm! Mmm After a handful of IBPROFEREN I’ve felt much better than what I wrote in the last entry. It feels like the swelling is coming back above the knee. I hope not, I like...
Don't Feel Too Great
Woke up today with a thirst 1,000 lakes wouldn’t cure. Bit of a headache and soreness all over. Had to stop and actually remember if I drank last night or not. (I didn’t. 20+ days now.) That ...
I CAN WALK!
Sorta… No crutches but still a noticeable stiffness/fluid build up/limp. I did manage to crash yesterday morning after waking myself up. Watched Looney Toons while puffing on the vape. Got ston...
Canceled!
Was sound asleep and rolled over, accidentally bumping the sore knee. Now I’m wide awake. 🤕🤒 It is getting better, just slowly. 2:24 AM, ugh! Every now and then I’ll browse the On-demand menu...
Dystopian Video Game Has Me Thinking End Times
Still laid up, not hurting AS bad and it seems a smidge less swollen. So…guess I’ll keep taking that turmeric. Fifteen Million Plastic Bags By Adrian Mitchell I was walking in a government wareh...
Tired Of This Nonsense
Walking with crutches is more exhausting than an actual work out. Eff this. Yeah, knee still hurts and is still swollen. I got some turmeric supplements last night ‘cause apparently they’re good...
Only An Addict Knows
I once heard a song about it never rains in Southern California I once saw a band play at the farm sober, I hadn’t had a drink Like cleaning gums or hugging bums or doing something that you kno...
Ibuprofen Idiosyncrasy
I popped four ibu’s last night before I fell asleep and woke up to a less swollen knee. I’m just gonna have to take it real easy for now. Met with Russel Crumbley today of the law firm of Crumbl...
This Fucking Sucks
Got the steroid shot Monday. Swelling and pain have come back in my knee. I’m using my crutches to get around now. 😬
Back Home
Spent most of the day in jail. Soon as my booking came through I was out within an hour, prior to the four I had already spent there. Arraignment tomorrow at 8:30 AM. Plead not guilty then off ...
Off To Jail
First lunch Then the bail bondsman Then I’m turning myself in now that I’ve got the money Wish me luck.
Back To The Doc
It’s 12:39 AM My left knee is swollen like a softball. I’ve had a tendonitis flare up before but never this bad. The topical gel the doc recommended isn’t working neither is ibuprofen. I’m gon...
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I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
