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In the Life Log - Day 59 in My Musings
Today was uneventful for me yet again. I was able to sleep a good 8 hours, and save for a weird dream that involved my cousin having to move overseas, nothing else of note really happened. I”m ha...
In the Life Log - Day 58 in My Musings
Today went ok, nothing extraordinary. I woke up at around past 8 since I had an interview for an internal post I applied for ~2.5 months ago. I’d like to think it went well, as the hiring manager...
In the Life Log - Day 57 in My Musings
Another decent day. I conked out the moment I closed my eyes and would’ve slept a bit more if it were not too late. My total sleep last night was almost 9 hours. I did have a weird dream involvin...
In the Life Log - Day 56 in My Musings
Today went pretty good. I was out like a light once again the moment I closed my eyes. I woke up feeling a bit of soreness on the lower body, however, which is most likely DOMS from this past Fri...
In the Life Log - Day 55 in My Musings
Today was another good day. I was out like a light the moment I closed my eyes, most likely because of waking up early + working out legs + sleeping late. I got about 9 hours of sleep overall, wh...
In the Life Log - Day 54 in My Musings
Today was a REALLY good day. If I may say, the best I’ve had since I started writing again 53 days ago. None of the following were experienced today: weird dreams, wave of sadness, and panic atta...
In the Life Log - Day 53 in My Musings
Today was better than yesterday, mood speaking. Waking up early is still not my strong point though; felt so groggy and sleepy even after clocking in about 6.5 hours. Glad that I’m back to my old...
In the Life Log - Day 52 in My Musings
Today was so-so. I was out like a light last night and had weird dreams again. I think it’s a combination of the mental and physical fatigue these past couple days, as I had to rely on the alarm ...
In the Life Log - Day 51 in My Musings
Today was another busy day for me. I slept almost 7 hours, although I had VERY weird dreams (of which I’ve forgotten already). The said dreams felt very realistic that I could’ve sworn that I hea...
In the Life Log - Day 50 in My Musings
Today was a busy day for me, as I’m on my one week leave to pursue a training + certification course I’ve been eyeing for a few months already. As the classes take place at 8:30 a.m., I was alrea...
In the Life Log - Day 49 in My Musings
Today was a rerun of this past Friday’s experience. A few minutes after waking up, I had another wave of sadness, which turned into a full-blown panic attack thereafter. As such, I had to take my...
In the Life Log - Day 48 in My Musings
Today was a relatively quiet day. I slept a good 8.5 hours more or less; seems I was really tired from yesterday’s leg routine. I’m also feeling a lot better mentally, although there was still a ...
In the Life Log - Day 47 in My Musings
Today was a bad day, headspace-wise. While I was able to get ~7.5 hours sleep and had no weird dreams, a sudden wave of sadness overcame me from early afternoon until just before I had to workout...
In the Life Log - Day 46 in My Musings
Today was another normal day. I got to sleep a little over 7 hours with minimal interruption, save for the instances when I had to answer the call of nature. I dreamt about us again; in said drea...
In the Life Log - Day 45 in My Musings
Today was a bit more lively (for lack of a better term). I was able to sleep about 7.5 hours in total, and had a dreamless slumber (yay!). I endeavored to do a number of things earlier and those...
In the Life Log - Day 44 in My Musings
Today was another boring / quiet day. I got to sleep about 7-ish hours in total, but kept waking up every now and then as to ensure that I don’t oversleep, unlike yesterday. I did dream about us ...
In the Life Log - Day 43 in My Musings
Today was pretty chill. Sleep was good - too good, even, since I woke up 5 minutes before my shift. It’s a good thing I decided to look at my phone’s clock, or else, I’d have gotten an extra hour...
In the Life Log - Day 42 in My Musings
Today was one of those days. Sleep was decent, and I had no weird dreams. However, I had another wave of sadness in the afternoon, which almost turned into a full-blown panic attack. I had to tak...
In the Life Log - Day 41 in My Musings
Today was a mixed bag. I was able to sleep a good 7.5 hours, but had a weird dream - that I was being chased by someone who wanted to cut my head off with a katana. I woke up and had a bit of anx...
In the Life Log - Day 40 in My Musings
It’s finally Friday. Last night’s sleep was really good - got immediately knocked out and clocked in almost 8 hours. No weird dreams either so that’s always a good thing. Work, once again, was ve...
In the Life Log - Day 39 in My Musings
Yet another slow day for me. I clocked in about 7-ish hours of sleep, and would have loved to get a few more minutes, but didn’t want to tempt it as I might oversleep. I dreamt about us again - t...
In the Life Log - Day 38 in My Musings
Today was average. I overslept an extra 30 minutes and had to scramble for onsite work. I dreamt of us again - we were eating lunch in a neat restaurant and had ice cream for dessert. It would’ve...
In the Life Log - Day 37 in My Musings
Today was average. I initially aimed to get ~8 hours of sleep, but got only about 7.5 hours. It was also a dreamless sleep so I guess that’s a change. I had a hiring manager interview earlier; i...
In the Life Log - Day 36 in My Musings
Today was ok - pretty uneventful but I was able to get 7.5 hours of sleep. There were neither panic attacks nor waves of sadness, which I’m grateful for. Work, as always, was quite relaxed too. S...
In the Life Log - Day 35 in My Musings
Today was ok. Sleep was not up to par; I tried to sleep earlier than usual in the hopes that it can help me get a bit more zzzzz’s but I kept tossing and turning for about 30 minutes before I fou...