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May 19 reflections
When I think of buddy dying, I wonder as I’ve wondered before for years what the poisons of the factory did to the bodies of the workers? All those poisons those carcinogens we worked with and th...
Yesterday I got news about a former coworker being sent home from the hospital to die because there is nothing more the doctors could do to help him. The same thing happened with my mother and to...
My former boss sent me a message today, saying that he had been told that a former coworker was now dying of prostate cancer. I called him on the phone and surprised him with that because I don’t...
That occurred to me today. One of many reasons I do not like machine noise. I operated loud machines for over 40 years. I have done much work with LOUD MACHINES. They remind me now of so many ang...
May 15
Yesterday I was uncharacteristically, irritable, and tired. I realize now it’s because I did some yard work and I am not used to doing that on a hot day. But it was good to push myself. This morn...
May 14 reflections etc
Monday. I did my usual grocery shopping had fun talking to the manager manager of Aldi. I thanked him for talking to me because I don’t know many people these days. I rarely talk to people and I ...
May 12
I talked to my mother today, but I doubt if she could hear me because I don’t believe in the supernatural. I thanked her for being such a great mother. Her goodness lives on inside me. sometimes ...
May 9 reflections and events
I am extremely relieved the mating season seems to be over for my two birds. When Maxi would lay an egg, I would throw it in the garbage and feel bad about it because I can’t have a whole bunch o...
Yelling in anger
Every night I have intense dreams. I think it’s because of the Prozac I take. That and a lot of bullshit in my subconscious. I have to admit it’s entertaining. Such as the erotic dream a couple n...
May 5 reflections and incidents
Today I commented on someone’s entry on a journal site. I found it interesting what they had to say, but I disagreed with some of it because it was like black-and-white stuff. No middle ground. I...
Loving kindness
Years ago, interested curious about Buddhism I read about loving kindness. As a way of life and being. At first, I thought it was a bit airheaded because I had once been a spiritual seeker like s...
Quit/Lose/Less/More
My mood this morning is very positive and energetic. Changes and Quittings have helped a lot. Years ago I quit drugs and alcohol. That took some practice but I got it now. I quit my stupid addi...
April 29
I recently remembered how after my father would hit me, and I would sometimes fall to the floor. He would ridicule me for what he considered over reacting. Yes, if somebody hits you, you roll wit...
