I know it’s a two hour video. I’ve been watching a bunch of stuff on India lately due to meeting Indian immigrants and realizing I know almost nothing about their history. Fascinating stuff. Tru...

Started a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic about a month ago and it’s so strange having a clear mind. It feels like I have to get to know myself again. After years of living with undiagnosed ...

I’ve spent a lot of time in the past few days realizing why I’m the way I am. I’ve been single most of my adult life and by myself. I’ve never had a normal relationship with a man so when one com...

Today was a bit more busy compared to yesterday. I had about 8.5 hours of sleep, 6 of which were straight. The anti-depressant that my psychiatrist gave me leaves a feeling of drowsiness, however...

Knowing what will come part 6

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Over the last few years, the trend in womens denim has gone from super duper skinny legs - we’re talking skin-tight, legging silhouettes to the widest of the wide-leg jean. It’s probably the larg...

The generic medicine market size was valued at USD 495.6 Billion in 2023 and is expected to reach a market size of USD 818.3 Billion by 2032 at a CAGR of 5.7%. The generic medicine market has exp...

Today I feel lonely. But this isn’t news. I been feeling quite down. You would think I would be immune to this by now. But I am not … I just want to stop feeling feels

I am trying to train my cat to walk on a leash. Sometimes if he hears a loud noise he will sit down and flatten himself to the ground trying to hide. I am sorry if I got to run and pick him up an...

The heart is a palimpsest. That’s a sentence as difficult to explain as it is to spell or pronounce. Explaining what a palimpsest is, that’s actually the easy part. It’s the original recycling s...

Be careful what you wish for. I said that I didn’t want to care anymore. Now I can’t care if I tried. This too shall pass. Who I am is collapsing in on itself, for better or for worse. I always ...

Today I was selling some agave plants and an older gentleman for Italy came to pick up a few plants. He actually gasped when he looked around my yard… He said Italy! Your yard looks like t...

Sometime in the early hours I was up again, sat on the edge of the bed washing Ibuprofen down with an entire bottle of Corona Extra trying to ease the agonizing back and hip pain! I have a huge...

It’s the middle of the night and I feel good. A link to Waylon if you want, if it works for you. I made a pot of weak coffee and I’m drinking the second pint glass of it with a tablespoon of N...